I debated a little bit about talking about Linkin Park at all. I don't think I could ever classify myself as a fan of the group, but for some reason the passing of Chester really... got to me.

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I think the hardest part about taking on commissions was the feeling of guilt whenever I just didn't want to work on them. Currently, I feel a bit like a blank canvas with dried up tubes of paint and a brush with most of its bristles missing. I am also broke beyond belief, which sucks. I want money, but the commissions I have been offered don't exactly spark an idea of inspiration in me. Whenever I write what I want to write I feel guilty in a way I can't really describe.

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There's something to be said about depression and how it feels like you're dragging around an anchor that only you can see. I'm sitting here in a coffee shop trying to figure out if I can make artsy metaphorical sentences without sounding like I'm being pretentious. Something something lingering jazz music and hint of bitter coffee to reflect my bitter soul. Okay, that one was too teenage edge lord.

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Currently 3 commission slots are now open. The current running for prices are 10 dollars per thousand words, and it usually depends how much I can get out of your idea. If you tell me “I want so and so to fuck” that’s not that much information to go off of, and I probably can’t get it past 3000 words at best. If you give me fleshed out characters and backstory and world building and plot, then I can probably go a little bit further.

Either comment here or PM me to secure a spot. Love you all!

Alright! After about 24 hours I've gotten a good amount of questions that I can answer. So let's get to this.

If you were to do a R63 shipfic, who would be your pairing?

I feel like I might go for something like Elusive... I don't know who it would be with. I might just copy VClaw and do Blitz because honestly I like writing Elusive-like characters and Blitz seems to work well with him.

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I figured since I'm having a bit of a dry spell when it comes to writing that I might as well figure out how to be active on here in some way. I guess you could also call this a sort of really really late response to recently getting 800 followers. You could also call it what it really is, in that I'm just copying what TheVClaw did because I like people asking me things.

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I'm starting to sort of worry I'm underselling myself. Recently I bumped up my commission prices to about 15 dollars for 2000 words, and a lot of people are asking for 4000+ word stories. Only... I'm sort of learning the hard way just how difficult it is to write 4000 words of something you didn't think of yourself. Once in a while a request will get creative juices flowing, and it'll come out no problem. But usually I find I'm sort of hitting this wall where I feel like I'm stressing myself to

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I'm starting to wonder if I'm the only one who encountered a similar saying when they were young. Adults going around telling kids that "Things will get harder when you're an adult" or something along those lines. I think when I was a kid, this was possibly the worst thing I heard on a semi-regular basis. I think growing up concepts like anxiety and depression were things that I didn't understand as mental illnesses. Actually, mental illness as a whole wasn't even a thing to me because I was

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I was gonna make this blog all emo and shit but okay I just really want to talk about Muna because they're great and I don't wanna go into depth on my weird emotional issues like usual.

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I don't normally do this, but lately I've been in a bit of a financial struggle and I could use a bit of incoming cash. I recently broke my ankle so my already pretty fruitless job search is put on hold for a bit until that properly heals. I've done a few commissions in the past mostly fetish stories and it's a nice little helpful bonus. I don't know how many people here exactly enjoy my writing enough to want to commission it, and I know artwork is a lot more popular for this sort of

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