so freinds its been a few years since i posted anything so screw it, have an update.
short form. horrible expensive and infammitory divorce from an abusive wife. just ffinalized 2 weeks ago. still have some ideas in backlog but they are horribly out of date with where the show is now sadly.
lastly all you crazy ass bronies are still awesome.
read on you crazy diamonds
your resident 40 year old janitor.
Nightheart.

i know no one reads my blog posts but fuck it i am way to excited about this.
at 1257 last night my son and possible future brony Wesley Vimes Ross was born.
9lbs 10.3 ounces of gigantic baby at one month early,also just hitting the line of making his zodiac sign cancer just like his daddy.

so thet didnt induce and sent us home yesterday to have her doctor call today and say,i wanted them to induce yesterday oh and redo the 24hour urine test even though the hospitol tests showed she ha priaclampsia. yes i prolly spelled thst wrong.
fun shit. my poor wife.
on a side note it is crazy cute listening to my 3.2 year old daughter sing pinkie pies smile song.

so my wife got a call from her doctor this morning telling her to get her ass to obgyn triage.
fortunately its nothing to bad thus far they just didnt like her blood test yesterday.
heres hoping they either find her new results suitable to send her home or induce Labour so my son can be born.

or lack thereof.
so i have this truck,a 2002 chevy s10 extreme. its basically a camero with a bigger motor and a truck body.
shitty truck for Michigan but needed a vehicle. its a pretty cool looking truck.

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i have a hard time getting myself to post my stories,most of that is anxiety as I've been out of the writing game for 20 years and im afraid i suck.
the other is the 3 stories ive started are going to be huge. my main being at 9k words edited and preread with assurances its at least passable but still i just can't get myself to do it.

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hello peoples.
so important note.
say its 4am and you wake up groggy as all hell but really want a glass of milk.
well let me tell you kids,make sure yer good and concious cause if not some bastard wall corner will jump out and split yer head open.
i wish i could say i was drunk or my wife beat me or something but no,not me,just tired and stupid.
besides everyone knows i dont drink and my wife never hits me in the face when she beats me for being a bad husband.its to obvious.

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so i found a new theme song for my life,two actually.
the first was fred v and grafix song basalisk, possibly the best drum and bass techsong to come outa the u.k. in 5 years.
seriously epic.
but then i picked up korns new album, ok i hear you all now.

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i need to friggin write.
i need to write a one off, get it up here,let it fail.
this will get the anxiety out of my system so i can get my larger story up whitch my editors and prereaders say doesnt suck.
i should just nut up, use the wonderful prompts viola handed me and write it out.
of course i should also quit smoking,rope my painkillers back a touch and stop being an irredeemable prick.

song of the day
gary numan, for the rest of my life.

i have literaly 9k words prolly 5k of that edited but i cant figure out whitch fucking part i want to start with.
whats worse is i have no less than 5 other starting points outlayed and what is worse than all that in my view is that no matter witch i use all the other parts would still be valid at other parts of the story.
now your thinking. hell that sounds great, no waste. well to me its fuck no defined beginning to use that wouldnt work elsewhere.
i suck.
the end.

song of the day

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