Writing can be a pleasure or a torture. It can be easy or challenging. It can be simple or complex. Writing reflects the writer, and the challenges in writing are challenges present in the writer themselves. This is opinion, not fact, so please feel free to wipe it off the map.
Writing—to me—is both expression and problem-solving.
I've no clue what makes a good writer.
I once cared deeply about that fact. Read countless books and cried many times re-reading my works. Nowadays, I care much less, and write to write, so long as the process is enjoyable.
I am not a good writer.
Those who read my works agree. Various spelling. Grammatical mistakes. Uneven structures. Non-sensical bits of prose, wonky dialogue, and off-centered characters.
When re-reading my works, I only read the good bits, then closed the book.
I’m like anyone else in feeling like I don’t have enough energy to do whatever I am required to do.
Perhaps the day has been long, or the hour is late, and I cannot do the easy, simple things that are required of me. They are small things, after all, and can be tackled another day. Tomorrow. Tomorrow, for sure. Tomorrow, I will be better suited to do these things—and then the streak shall begin from there.