Oh man I've been here. The point you've broken yourself,because you won't let yourself comedown nothing is enjoyable, because your stuck trying every second just reaching to feel the way you used to. The only safe way out is so hard to find you have to stop you have to live the most boring depressing life for months let your brain heal let it get used to being bored again only then can one feel again . The sad thing is th ones who could earn you are either stuck or done with the party.
Oh man I've been here. The point you've broken yourself,because you won't let yourself comedown nothing is enjoyable, because your stuck trying every second just reaching to feel the way you used to. The only safe way out is so hard to find you have to stop you have to live the most boring depressing life for months let your brain heal let it get used to being bored again only then can one feel again . The sad thing is th ones who could earn you are either stuck or done with the party.