The Way I Feel

by kitkat0528

Realization

Fluttershy woke up with a gasp. A nightmare of poor Angel dying. She shook it off, realizing that Angel Bunny was right there next to her, sleeping as soundly as can be, on her bed. She rubbed her eyes for a second, before taking a deep breath. She slowly got out of bed, her tail being pulled. She knew it was Angel Bunny, every morning it was Angel Bunny. She told him what she always told him with a laugh. "I can't stay in bed all morning, look at the time it's 8:00 o'clock! I need to feed all of the other animals." She gestured to the clock.

She walked down the stairs and opened the door gracefully, sniffing the fresh morning air. She went back inside to grab all of the animal food, and went back out to begin her duties. She sang a song full of heart to the animals. She sat down field by her house as all of the animals circled around her. She gave them all food and sang beautifully to them. But when she finished, she realized her hunger as well.

She left to go inside to her kitchen, to find a beg Poptarts. She didn't care what it was that she was eating. When the Poptarts sprang up from the toaster, she grabbed them quickly and set them on a plate. She began eating calmly, before grabbing the paper to read the daily Ponyville news. Discord was given a field to spread his chaos, since he couldn't help at all to create so much chaos. Fluttershy laughed at it. Today was Tea Time Tuesday, which meant Discord was coming over in an hour. This went into Fluttershy's mind, making her gasp. She gulped down the rest of her Poptarts, before rushing to the bathroom to turn on the shower head.

Fluttershy stepped in wash hair. She cleaned herself off quickly, before turning the water off and putting the towel around her hair. She stepped in front of the mirror and began applying mascara to her eyes. This is the only thing she wears. She then pulled the towel off to dry her hair, and brush her teeth. She sighed when she was finished, happy with the way she presented herself. She walked upstairs to her closet. She found a simple green dress, which she had no idea why she felt the need to wear it, but continued pulling it over herself. When she heard a knock at the door, she rushed downstairs to open the door.

She found Discord waiting with flowers in his hand. He handed them to Fluttershy. "Oh, hello dear Fluttershy!" He said boomed with excitement. Fluttershy smiled.

"Thank you for the flowers, Discord. You seem quite happy today," Fluttershy said. Discord nodded quickly.

"Oh yes! I-" He stopped, then positioned himself so his arms weren't in the air. "I realized something. I'll tell you later. Anyway, let's um talk about something else, how about that tea," Discord suggested. Fluttershy laughed. Whatever secret he has, it was a good save, she thought. Then she gasped.

"Oh! The tea, I'm sorry Discord, I forgot, hear let me go get it ready, you go hang out for a bit, I-" Discord snapped his fingers.

"Already done, dear. Let's go outside, and enjoy the beautiful day," Discord said. He grabbed Fluttershy, and they teleported to a table out in Fluttershy's field. Fluttershy smiled. "Your welcome, Flutters," He said. She didn't know why, but Fluttershy's heart was beating faster.

"Thank you, Discord. I heard you have your own field now?" Fluttershy started. Discord nodded.

"Yes, it's quite exciting, tea?" He asked. Fluttershy nodded. He poured her and himself some, cucumber sandwiches popping up on both plates. Fluttershy leaned forward, resting her head on her hoof. "Anyway, i moved my entire residence there, it's wonderful, and ponies walk by, taking pictures. It seems I'm a national monument! Ha!" He laughed. Fluttershy giggled. Discord was always funny.

"I must ask, is that why you are so happy?" Fluttershy asked. Discord thought.

"Um... not exactly, no." He looked down at his plate, then smiled again. "How about you, Fluttershy, you dressed up fancy in that dress."

Fluttershy blushed. "Oh I don't know. I just felt I had to wear it. You are one of my best friends, I thought I'd present myself nicely to you," She explained. Discord laughed.

"Thank you, Fluttershy. I never knew I was your best friend... I-I..." He stuttered. Fluttershy shushed him.

"It's okay, I just thought that it's time to take you as one. You are very kind to me," She said. Discords face was touched, and quite happy. Fluttersy's heart jumped up, Flutterhsy clueless to why. She laughed at his expression, and couldn't shake off the certain feeling in her chest. Discord looked at Fluttershy in way that let Fluttershy know what this feeling was. It was love.

Discord chuckled. "What?" He asked. Fluttershy snapped out of thought.

"Oh! Sorry, lost in... thought.. you.." She trailed off. Discord laughed.

"Well, Fluttershy, I've decided that if you and I are best friends I could... tell you a secret right?" He asked, gulping down the rest of his tea. Fluttershy nodded, finishing her plate cucumber sandwiches and fruit. "You... you won't tell anyone?" Discord asked. He fidgeted with it tea cup. Fluttershy nodded, her hair was blowing in the wind. Discord huffed. He leaned closer to the table.

"I love Celestia," He told Fluttershy. his words pierced Fluttershy's heart. She couldn't breath. She was angry at Discord, for not returning her feelings, yet she was happy for him. He loved her, plus, Fluttershy knew that Discord was way out of her league. but Fluttershy used all of her strength not to tear up and fall apart in front of Discord. Discord saw her disappointment.

"Oh, I know it's quite sudden and... what do you think I should do?" He asked. Fluttershy opened her mouth to speak, but no words came out, only a sad squeak. Fluttershy closed her mouth and gulped.

"I...I-I... w-would tell...h-her," She barely got it out. Discord smiled and hugged Fluttershy, this made her feel good, but then it made her feel terrible, since she knew it was only a friendly hug.

"Thank you! If you excuse me I have to go," He told her, putting Fluttershy down. He snapped his fingers and vanished. Fluttershy sat on the grass, and burst into tears.

Author's Note:

I'm a terrible person....

Comments

[Nerfyy]

yay like it ^^
interested for more

[Kwhy]

Can't wait for more ^-^

[MLPRainbowHeart]

POOR POOOOR POOOOOOOOOOOR FLUTTERSHY
But. Good story