So, as some of you know, I have been going through some nasty stuff. It started off mild, way back when I first took a leave of absence from fimfiction, and mlp in general. I had attempted to get back a couple times over the following year to year and a half, but was never able to get back into it or got pulled away again. After I got forcefully pulled away from this, and everything as well, in an event that is messing up everything and is causing a downward spiral, I started to get into ponies