There's no short description yet, but I think that's the last thing I'm going to make before I publish it. I've had so much time to get this done and to perfect is, which I feel it has been, but I've been struggling with, you know, the virus, as everyone has been. But also more depression (yeah yeah), the guilt of being a lazy ass and more existential dread that surrounds my presence here, my stories and my audience. You know I'm hardly active here, and while popular stories do come and go, I

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I've been working the night shift at work more often than not, so my sleep schedule has [normally] been okay, but for times like yesterday, I fell asleep many times before actually going to bed, where I really had the drive to write that night. And speaking of writing itself, I've been very slow at the least, but methodical at the most, making sure Hexagons 2 starts off strong. I can't stress enough how much this story means to me, and I'm well aware of how often I bring that fact up,

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Um, the newest thing I've been writing — I intended it to be the first chapter to Hexagons Part 2 — is really looking to fit in as the end to the first 'Part'. And it's almost done, so I may(?) find someone to look it over while I'm at work today. I head in for five hours today. It'd be pretty cool if I could get it done by tomorrow, too, because my birthday is also tomorrow.

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Right now, I'll be finishing up Hexagons: Part 1, but what does any of this matter anymore when I'm just so tired of working for myself? So many people have suggested I do that, and I think this final chapter reflects how tired I've gotten; how careless I've become; how god-awful lazy I've generally been here for the past two years. I'm abandoning my dishonorable place on this website, and I will not be back. I'll forever be one without talent, as if I had a lick of any for writing at

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Segregating it into two parts. And I'm talking about Hexagons, my passion project here. I haven't treated it as such, though, being my troubled, unproductive self. But making a sequel titled as a 'part 2', and actually waiting to make it public until is it FINISHED. This means I can call the first part of the whole story COMPLETE, as what I currently have up is a great place to transition into the part where things actually start happening.

Root for me, guys.

As of now, I don't pay attention to most things related to FiM. I haven't watched the show since the end of season 5, and with good reason: they added so much more lore, and so many new characters. That's great, and I didn't even feel obligated to walk 10 miles to see the movie in 2017, but I don't think I have the patience for watching a series anymore. It was a wanting resurgence that welled up inside me, wishing to keep writing little stories with my own take on the wonderful world of

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I'm away most of the time, but I still write, unlike what I said. It's still fun when I don't feel obligated. Hexagons is precious to me, as I've said countless times. I work a little bit here, here and there. And then I work my real job even more than I'm at my own home, it seems. I don't feel like writing all the time, but I don't regret that. That's just how life goes. And if you haven't checked out the new chapter, it'll be tagged here. For ease, probably.

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I've tried writing this blog nine times now. I don't know how. I don't know what to say other than the certainty that I'll finally be updating Hexagons ONCE after almost nine months. I just... I just want life to be an adventure similar to what I've been writing about. And I want death to be the same way. I don't care if it's written 'wrong' by others' standards: I'm a man of faith and want, and I want to be free of the ways I torment myself. I want no more to do with this world of ours, and I

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