It's a drawing. I won't say of what, but it took me a while to make, and I'm not sure i like the way it turned out. But I made it for you.

I probably won't be able to show it to you until later in the day, but if you like it I can color it in GIMP.

I think I'm gonna go to sleep now... I'm awfully tired.

1505782 I'm 100% sure I'll love it now!!

1505785
Thanks... you're really sweet, you know that?

1505796 I-I try to be here. In real life I'm just a callous wreck of a human.

1505796 you don't have to delete comments. I told you what was in my comment didn't I?

1505819
To be honest I'm not much different from that, if not worse. But I guess that's why we're such good friends.

Alright, now I'm going to sleep! Goodnight! *kiss*

1505847 o-okay!

1505837
I just saw your comment and had to change mine, all it said was goodnight, really.

1505847 good night! I think I like you.

Freakin double post!!

1505858
Goodnight

1505858
Do you still want your present?

1509351 YES! But what was that whole council of the fade thing?

1509365
Nothing.

Can I get your email account so I can send your present to you?

1509379 viking.hoof@yahoo.com

It didn't look like nothing.

1509407
It was me being stupid, nothing else.

Also, the quality of the picture is pretty bad. I'll send you a better quality pic later, but I don't have my camera with me any more so it'll have to wait until later.

1509407
Did you get it? I know the picture itself is pretty dark and hard to see. I promise I'll get you a better pic of it later.

1509466 it's friggin perfect. You get a good photo if that and I'd put that as my freaking avatar.

I squeed at my own OC...

1509497
You really like it?

1509529 GOD YES! IT'S LIKE A PUPPY AND KITTEB ROLLED TOGETHER WITH A BABY LAUGHING! It's adorable!

1509569
I... Thanks... It means a lot to see you say that. I really didn't want to disappoint you. I honestly wasn't having a good day, but knowing you like my drawing makes it a little better. And feel free to use it as an avatar, once I get a better picture of it of course.

1509646 h-how can I repay you!?

1509658
You don't need to do a thing... I... I just wanted to make you happy.

1509676 I would like to do something for you, but I'm so unsure what!

1509687
You just being here is enough. You're just so awesome and I wanted to show it some way, so I drew that for you.

By the way, you didn't read that Council thread did you?

1509710 All I'm gonna say is that you didn't screw this up,

1509737
I'm sorry... I just saw what you and Shutter said about Dark Thoughts and it made me feel like I was doing everything wrong. And then I started thinking about all the other things I did wrong and it made me feel like neither of you needed me and I was just getting in the way or making things worse for everyone. And then I didn't know what to think, I was so confused and scared... I feel like I've done nothing but fail both you and Shutter... I'm sorry. For everything.

1509771 me and shutter would only work with you to bring us together. Bringing DT back could be done with the reboot, and w-we could form a herd.

1509781
Why even keep me around then? Just be with Shutter. Forget that Dark, Red and Blue ever happened. There's no way I could do you two justice, and I'd end up just bringing you two down with me.

1509846 because me and Shutter like YOU! If you are so scared of screwing up, just ask me ahead of time for advice. Stop hating yourself, I like you.

1509856
it's more than just knowing to do... It's everything. You two are so much better at me at everything, I can't compete with you, and I can't allow myself to get in the way. It wouldn't be fair to either of you...

1509919 *glomps* SHUT UP! I like you and that's final. If you don't like me, fine. If you do, then shut up about this leaving stuff. It's breaking my heart!

1509932
I don't want to hurt you... But I don't know what to do. I really like you, and that's what makes me feel you deserve better than me. I just wish I was something different, something better...

1509985 you don't have to be for me. I'm not nearly as nice or kind as I seem on here. I'm a perverted little fuck up slowly matching himself into a dead end life.

1510018
That might be true, but I still care about you. I'm a terrible person irl, and it shows with how I treat others on this site. It took you to make me actually be nice to others, and I honestly don't know how to thank you.

And like I said before, nothing you say will ever make me think less of you. Try as you might, I'll always be here, I don't plan on leaving you anytime soon.

1510107 GOOD! W-what now?

1510140
I don't know... Gah! Why do I have to be so freakin petty?!

1510164 w-we could do NSFW stuff or rp or, talk.

1510224
I think I need to take some time to think... If you'd like we can still talk here, and I promise to get you a better pic of that drawing.

1510282 take as much as you need.

1510289
W-we can still talk if you want! I mean... If that's okay with you...

I won't be able to bet my camera back for at least another two hours anyways, and I'm still pretty hurt from everything that's happened so I doubt I'll RP for a while.

Are you sure you like the drawing? You're not just saying that to make me happy... Are you?

1510346 look at my then back at your drawing then back to my . I LOVE IT.

1510346 I'm sorry you are hurt, we could talk about that if you think it would help.

1510387
We can talk about whatever you like.

Ignore comment deletion, I'm just happy you like it and don't hate me.

1510414 why would I hate u for drawing good drawing?

1510425
I-I don't know! Everything that was going on got me scared and I wasn't sure you wanted to be my friend anymore.

I was so paranoid I'd never be able to talk to you again, I just didn't know what to think. Every time you go off and do something without me I get more and more afraid you'll decide to get rid of me for someone better... I know it sounds unreasonable, and I need to get over it, but I really do care about you, and I can get rather defensive when other people talk about you.

1510477 *I lean in and softly stroke your hair* it's fine really! I'm not gonna leave you for something else. You really ought to trust me more.