update! plus New stories in works

first and foremost - apologies for not updating on here as much. its been hectic and crazy and needed to have time for myself to work on things but also work on myself slowly. especially since the move I had experienced.

so the last blog ive posted was in 2020. aha- yeah...alot happened since then.

firstly was still taking time for myself after cutting out a exfriend in my life and want absolutely NOTHING to do with, then meeting a old friend i cut out but they recently this year went- back to kind of how they were and did a fuck up and- only thing i can say is wish them the best, and just not be in contact with them again. they really want to make things worse thats on them. gave them a chance [along with a few friends]. dunno what to tell them.

ive also been taking some time with myself with the biggest and first move ive ever had experienced which is leaving california and moving to texas. reasons for is mostly just finanical reasons. will say we have much more breathing room, the house we live in now is much bigger then our old house. our old house is owned by my eldest cousin [which is good timing he bought the house since he and his wife are looking for a house due to stupid issues happening to them which- that made me upset that they had to deal with it but im glad they are owning our old house now and i think it be good for them and their kids. plus theyre living much closer to my aunts so- kids get to see their grandma way more often which is awesome.] it does suck to move and leave everyone i know behind. mostly my family and my boyfriend. my two friends i still talk to here and there are moving and theyre in process of it themselves. it was really good seeing and talking to them. i do miss talking to them.

my best friend who used to live next door she is on her own and i still do my best to stay in contact while both of us are busy.

so yeah been kind of adjusting to the new house and everything. still trying to set everything up in my room how i want it even though its fricken May but hey.

Project wise i am kicking my own ass to finally stop letting stupid doubts and hesitation that drove me down to not post and to not even try and tell myself to just do it. i dont know why im having this problem i dont know if its because of my anxiety but - im putting my foot down and just going for it. if people dont like my work thats 100% fine but as long as no one is being very nasty and rude about it, cause i'll tune out and delete any comments that is very nasty and rude cause i have better things to do then waste my time on anyone who wants to waste their own energy being very negative and rude and nasty. if they got time to be nasty they got time to NOT be nasty and move along away and ignore and find other stories they be more interested in.

I still am working off and on on my mlp stories but wanted to make them interesting to say the least. I do have a next gen MLP story of mine on my own that i am working on and adjusting and updating some things for it. im no professional writer to say the least but i do want to tell my stories and my ideas because it is fun to me to write just like drawing is fun to me.

i have two stories in the works- one being a next gen story, another involves with the mane 6 meeting my mane 6 [which im still thinking hard on all of my ocs I have that fits better with the elements which most i got down - its the NAME that means the same as the mane 6's elements that im having a HARD time with. why i have no idea but wow names are hard.]

i also thought on a few more mlp stories for funs and it does involve my ocs in a way and hopefully you guys find some enjoyment in them? hopefully? I'll probably have a friend of mine proof read my stuff possibly [cause im- a perfectionist when it comes to my works. both writing...and drawing] so expect some stories to come soon.

also been streaming often on twitch and i do need to get a stricter schedule to stick to but been juggling alot due to how my mental mood is where some days i just want to relax and just take it easy. i am working on a discord server for those to follow me up on my projects and that server is gonna be hella strict cause - last i want is certain people to come waltzing in and cause drama for no reason. i want my community space be very welcoming and fun for everyone.

hope everyone is having a wonderful 2022 so far even May. hope everyone is doing well.
mlp stories are coming hopefully soon- just want to hopefully bring the best quality works in.