I am not dead! [Returned and some explanation]

Hello Everyone and yes I am NOT DEAD.
I would like to severely apologize for the lack of activity I have on this site, its only because I have no motivation lately to write on some stories. I do have some ideas, just have a hard time to, you know, put them down and get working on it.

I have been very active on DeviantArt as well as Discord since some of my good friends are on Discord and DA so yeah. I do have some "for fun stories" I might do just for the heck of it, unsure what it will be but i think it will be something related to my own versions of my NextGens MLP characters with ships I like and somewhat like. I know not every relationship for some ponies cant always be "too good" so you'll be expecting at least some have some kind of "not so well" relationships even how they handle that broken kind of relationship, depending on the damage of course. So Got that planned.

Now i'll quickly settle a warning on this especially for my plan for my versions of the NextGens.
Please do not bash at me just because I ship certain ships that you either dislike and hate that you think you seriously need to bitter and sour about it. Not everyone ships the same exact ship as you do, they ship what they like and they're allowed to at least. So please be respectful on that.
Also another warning is yes my grammar isnt the brightest but at Least I try my very best to tell the story as best as I possibly can, I dont mind critiques but last time I got one someone had the absolute nerve to consider what they wrote [a long long paragraph of it] is considered a "Critique" when its actually "De-Constructive Criticism", How do I know its that? Well obviously because the person had decided to make "accusations" saying "where you drunk when you wrote this? where you high?" basically throwing insults in hopes of trying to get me to either "give up" or whatever lame excuses it wants to pull out of his/her buttocks.

If your gonna critique someone, at least do it properly and civil, not bash at someone by insulting the person. [and this has happened on watt pad and its hilarious the person had to copy and paste and commented twice on my chapters of a story I have up and repeat what they said. Yeah not gonna give up darling ]

But yeah just fair warning on the grammar part, I do try my best of course. So thought I let you all know.

Also I still have my MLP Ask account still going on but haven't gotten through some of the messages lately because of lack of motivation and so much has been going on that kept me rather busy.

Also I got commissions open so I'll have a link to that on my profile today. ^_^

So how is everyone?