Jul
5th
2021
Final Peace · 6:13am Jul 5th, 2021
I seriously hope on the day I die someday, I don’t want anyone at my funeral. Not even my family. No funeral, just bury me under a tree on a hill so I can at least have a good view of the area.
My peace is I wanna come to terms by myself and I don’t wanna say goodbye to my parents, my sister, or my relatives. Why? Because I feel like nobody deserves it for me to say goodbye. Can’t have a single fucking day without a fight or someone yelling in this fucking house. I swear I’m buying a Benelli M4 one day to either shoot myself or someone’s getting their fucking head popped.
Got pieces of shit as a family, got pieces of shit as classmates, and got pieces of shit as neighbors. Gonna fucking lose my mind one day.
I’m sorry, for what it’s worth.
Thats life in a nutshell one big circle of shit
With a little hint of surger everynow and then
Dude, if you're young enough for classmates to be a trouble, you can give yourself time. I can't promise you it will get better or something like that, but it can get better.
Just take it easy.
I’m sorry for what you’re going through, but it’s never a good reason enough to kill yourself nor others. Just do what my dad did. Change your last name, cut all ties with them, and refuse any and all contact with them.