A lighter mood blog post · 3:27am Jul 2nd, 2021
I noticed on my page that I had written "it is VERY hard to genuinely make me mad" So I figured id share the story of the two times I GENUINELY got super pissed.
1.) Freshman year high school- Girls locker room after gym class.
I was in the locker room after gym class and was changing back into my normal clothes in one of the stalls (because I was very body conscious at the time and still am) When I had walked out I had my heart rate monitor strap in my hand and was about to throw it in the dirty bin for the sweaty bands. But before I could the girl that my, at the time best friend, was friends with took it from me, let's call her smoky. So smoky took the band from me and looked at the size, seeing that I had been wearing a small and she started laughing and making fun of me saying "there is no way your fat ass got into a small band, what were you doing waist training the whole time??? HAHA"
now, most don't know this about me but I was and still am very Pettit, and I as a female have a... "thicker" physiqu. which means I have an hourglass-shaped body. Which most girls thought was fake and that I had my family pay for plastic surgury. (That was until the school actually meet my grandmother when she became a doner for the school and learned she is a very Christian woman.)
anyway, I was already having a really bad day at this point and smoky had kept up with the hurtful words even after I took the band back from her. the final straw was when she said these words exactly.
"I beet you boyfriend has a thing for fat girls and that's why he likes you."
This comment set me off. Not only had she insulted me, but she insulted the at the time AND STILL love of my life and I snapped.
.... I clapped a bitch so hard that she fell back onto the locker behind her and onto her ass.
AND NOT A SOUL messed with me ever again! most didn't know I had that kind of strength and I have even more now, being able to lift 180 pounds by myself.
so long story short. "Don't mess with the short and heavy girl, cuz you have no idea what she is capable of"
( I in no way condone violence, I was a moody puberty stricken teenager and had a lot of anger issues at the time)
2.) Junior year high school- Lunchtime
So in my high school, we had this thing where we got an hour for lunch and to do homework and do other things.
So I was sitting with my (ex-best friend mentioned in the previous story to be my "Best friend") and her new friends and my at the time best friend. Let's call my ex-best friend tulip cuz I really hate tulips.
I did not like tulips' new friends. two girls were drug addicts and a boy who had been in and out of juvie several times and had some issues.
Tulip was the only thing keeping me there because I cared about her a lot.
So tulip was just sitting next to me when the boy stood up and decided to take the apple off my lunch tray. I didn't protest since I didn't like the school's fruit anyway and was required to get one. If he wanted it he could have it since I was sure he was hungry. a few minutes pass by and he hasn't eaten it yet and out of the blue, he throws it full speed, points blank right next to my head.
The apple went everywhere, in my hair, in my eyes, on my clothes, and my skin. I was so shaken up that I started to have a panic attack and PTSD flashbacks. Once I had calmed down though... I was LIVID.
I started screaming and yelling at him about it to the point that a teacher came over and had to escort me to the principal's office to calm down and tell him what happened.
the kid got detention and my relationship with tulip went downhill from there.
And there you have it! the two times I genuinely got mad!
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yeah that kid had issues. i never spoke to him again after that and just went down hill from there with that group
needless to say i chose the wrong crowd in highschool