The second anniversary of MBA · 4:41am Jan 22nd, 2021
Today is the 21 std. Which mean that it's officially make two years, days for days that Magical and Beautiful stories of Anguish, had been published for the first time on that site. Can you believe it! Because I certainly don't. (Well, it is more that I don't like thinking about it since that story is still not finish after two, long, years, which remember me of my painfully slow writing rhythm which I have a big complex about it. Bouhouhou.)
Anyways, let's not talk about depressing stuff. It is time to celebrate. It is after all two years of hard work and it is something to be proud of. That ride had its up and down and although I had oppressive doubts on my quality (let's be honest, I still have them,) I am glad that after all that time, I still have not lost my passion for it. I was scared that I would lost my enthusiast but to my joy, no, I still want to complete it as the day as I started it. Let me confess something personal. For a long time in my life, I was feeling purposeless but this project, those two years of works, make me feel as if finally I can give something to people and this gave me two years of fulfillment. Let us just hope that I did deliver on quality and that more people will read my story in the future.
So I will continue working on it and rest assure, I 'will' finish it. That fanfiction should probably be completed within a year. Maybe less if we are lucky. (But seriously, I suggest to not put too much faith on that.)
