Am I back?

i dont actually know. things are weird. i have picked up a new hobby in painting miniatures. I have lost a lot and gained a lot and it does things. I am cancer free two years but also have nodules under surveillance to see if they grow meaning that its back.

I posted a new chapter in "living with cancer" as i had to write to deal with the anxiety and fear, i need to decide if i consider it complete or not though.

I doubt I would return to politics/futures. not because I dont like them but due to not having the energy to deal with comments on something like that

I want to do more on "school days" as that was super fun. But i also have no clue where the bleep i was at on it as I never made any notes and I hate reading my own writing.

should i be back? should i write? what do people want me to write?