One of my worst fears literally just came true. This is so NOT good. (Warning: real-life update) · 4:25pm Jul 11th, 2020
One of my worst fears came true.
As of this minute, I have no money. At all. I literally checked on my bank statement right now after my debit card got declined while shopping, because I had nothing to live on. As a result, I have next to nothing. Just...shitty! 
So, follow this up with the previous blog and my bad luck finding work anywhere due to this fucking virus we have China and their immoral food industry to thank for, then you realise exactly how very, very fucked I am. I'm actually so sad my depression has depression. I...need a minute. Or ten. Excuse me.
What the hell am I supposed to do now? If I didn't have a reason to panic I the previous blog, then I'm almost hyperventilating on the inside right now. 
*Leaves quietly and closes self inside bedroom before screaming violently in despair.*
You have a PayPal ?
Post it here and ask for a story idea.
I've been in a similar place and will be the first person here to chip in.
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I'll think it over. Right now, I need to work out some frustration and try to control my deepening pit of anxiety.
I don't know about that. I do have PayPal and have once thought about it, but was worried about not being able to deliver on the promise of writer what the commissioner wants. I really do appreciate the gesture though.
...Not really as if I have much choice now, is it?
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Peace and what love I can offer,
- FireRain.