Trixie Interviews: 5/22/2020 · 4:34am May 23rd, 2020
Well I've been writing on this thing for 6 weeks now. I'll tell you now that this is actually part of my homemade therapy regimen. Between all of the trauma I've experienced and the fact that I am transgender, I really should be in therapy anyway! Regardless, I've been trying to figure out which direction I want to take this story now. Well believe it or not, I actually had no control over the 3 nightmares she had in chapter 4. All I could do was just type about what this filly who represented me experienced in my head. So before I can proceed, I suppose the next logical step would be to figure out what those visions mean?
Okay so lets ask ourselves, what do the 3 nightmares have in common? Well, they all involve Cozy Glow's past. They all have her doing something drastically different from what she did the first time. Which would suggest that she's not the same pony. So lets ask ourselves, why is that? Well, she's been guided by Trixie who's also her friend now and she has a unicorn filly best friend named Starshine now. Okay so now I suppose it's time to start showing that? But what direction to take this chapter? There are still so many questions and knowing me, I likely won't really have answers until right when I type it... I'll of course edit it to make sure it's consistent!
I think it was interesting how Cozy Glow kept her from making the wrong choice in the last chapter and that's sort of symbolic of my own bouts with alcoholism in my past. (I don't drink anymore.) I also felt that it's fascinating how these two fillies continue being cute together and I literally have no control over it! It just happens in my head and I write about it!
