For those waiting for the next part · 8:08pm Feb 17th, 2020
I don't know how many will read this, but I do apologize to all my readers for the delay. It's been over a week and I told myself I'd not delay this story no matter how long it gets. Honestly, I think I have 90% of it written, but the main problem is I feel like I'm having a hard time connecting it with the events at the end of the last chapter. I may have to rewrite this current chapter and use what I have for a future chapter. I may be moving too fast in their current relationship (no, it's not a poop-ton of clot, it's much more intimate and maybe that's not something the story is ready for. Or I'm being too picky.)
I've prided myself on the organic nature this story had taken. Each time I start a chapter I have little thought to what it will be about, and each time I have been surprised. I am debating if I need to force something with the next one or let events take place as it'd been written. I don't know. I hate the thought of not being true to what I've been doing thus far.
Perhaps this whole blog post was like me talking to a Freudian therapist. "Thanks for letting me talk. I think I've figured it out!" Maybe.
We'll see if this works or if it's going to stink up to high heaven. Oh well. Once more into the fray!