I'm sad- A rant · 1:56am Jan 13th, 2020
For those of you who actually read my stories thank you from the bottom of my soul.
For those of you who contact me and chat and actually interact, again, thank you.
For those of you who decide to do the following:
Contact me with a greeting saying "I want my story told" instead of an actual hello,
Make youtube audio readings (which I am honored) but never notify me...That would have really made me smile had I actually been notified.
I'm sick of people contacting me ONLY for their story, only for THEIR gain. After I do the chapter they simply vanish into the nether. No one tries to maintain contact. I originally did "Did we make a difference" to tell my heartfelt story, to finally remove a weight from my chest. I don't mind telling yours. I do mind being contacted purely for that purpose. I opened the story up to possibly make more friends. I work side by side with the brony/sister they are about in order to try to be more social.
It just breaks my heart. That's all.
Ah, man. So sorry. It sucks when people drop off like that and while I did it that doesn't make it okay (I have issues with reaching out to others, I need to work on that)
You've done something incredible and we really should have put more thought into that, showed appreciation more. I always say that if you hear nothing from me speak up, I'll talk if you want, That goes for anyone at all. Like I get it, it's not fun haveing people just stop, I would have continued talking myself but school gets in the way and I kinda fell out of the fandom (again) mostly (I was pretty much logging on for the RWBY group) Some people just drop off and it's never fun.
It sucks that people just stop talking, it really does and doing it without an explanation at the least isn't okay, so again I'm sorry for my part in that and I'll repeat, ever want to talk hit me up, I will talk about anything
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I might have not reached out in the first place, but I'm sorry that you've been dealing with this. I really appreciate and enjoy what you've out out for us, and for having the courage to tell your story like you did. Regardless of people being jerks like that, you should feel proud of what you've done here at the very least!
I'm sorry to hear that, sir: I have never considered the possibility you would feel this way; if anything, then I can tell you something in the PMs sure enough.
At the very least, I would have been willing to shoulder your baggage: after all, it does get lonely having to write all these stories only to have so few people leave a comment; of course, even you can understand.
Nevertheless, you deserve some time off your story like everyone else: I know the timing will be right should you get around to it on your own terms; besides, I'm still writing the final chapter to my latest story so feel free to check it out if you please.
I am sorry to hear that :(
*hugs*
I like your stories but I prefer you feel better.
I don't know what to say. just that it sucks and I'm really sorry you've had to deal with that.