Hatred Incarnate · 8:02am May 13th, 2019
Nobody reads this, but I need to somehow shout at least somewhere where anyone can see it at least in theory.
I HATE THE WHOLE SOUL ALL THIS!
I'm already tired of running into it from time to time (insert a meme with Karl from "oh shit, here we are again"). Every time I re-read everything I have written, I can’t stop hating it, mistake on error, failure after failure, stupor on one word and a thousand options for playing up one case and how I choose the most disgusting and boring. A bunch of characters on a sad description of the environment and appearance of the characters that leads nowhere and which will probably even die a paragraph later! WHY AM I TRYING THROUGHOUT THIS IDEALITY AND I CAN'T STOP MY OWN BRAIN FROM THE IDIOTROOK ON WHICH I ALREADY HAPPENED TENS AGAIN!
God, it was even read.