So I can’t make good judgments...

Story time; last weekend, I did something stupid because I was in a rush to work, got my car in some mud, and my dad was pissed, mostly because past experiences showed he’s the last person I can ask for help. We had a blow up about how he thinks I can’t Handel living on my own and wants to... ‘’make,’ me make life changes. Although last night we came to some understanding and even communication our problems to each other rather maturity.
Anyways, next day, my dad asked me to stop by, under the idea we’d be talking about making better life choices by diet and a morning routine.
Instead he talks about my disorder, and what is it. Which I found out, technically, is autism, add, and adhd (I’m sure I don’t have both, but I rolled with it) So I tell him about it being a developmental disorder, can make socializing difficult, impairs judgment, (this one I hate myself for saying) can impair reality, ya dee yada. And that I need to work harder to make better judgments and choices , even exampled a few things I have been doing right, it’s actually all good because of the conversation we had last night of me not getting all offensive when he tries to help. It was good, could even admit I needed help with stuff, it got a little repetitive with him near the end that I spaced out with, but was actually going good :) ...
Then he brings up my little pony, and using the logic I brought with, how, because of my disability I have problems making the ‘right’ decision, then wouldn’t that also be true for me being a brony and all of that. I mean, I am autistic and clearly incapable of judging this ‘reality’ as a good thing. Dispite this fandom motivating me to even try, move out of my parents home, and was because of friends like you who helped me take a chill pill to even talk to him last night, and I was like, wow, fucking really?
Now I’m stuck trying to explain why mlp isn’t a bad thing dispute all his already built up facts and bias and thinks, anything I say in defense of is now, and with me having admit this, being unable to make proper judgment by myself on this because my autism handicap makes me incapable of making good choices and need someone else to ‘help’ me.
Yeah, not sure what to do about this time with how hurt I also feel with how tricky he was to get me to say and and think he has some alternative motives now.

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[Artist]

Dude I know how you feel I mean I haven’t had that talk with my father and he excepts me for who I am but I hate people who don’t do that