My last year of YouTub approaches. Wow. · 8:59pm Dec 11th, 2018
When I made my channel, no one was excited, except for my little cousins.
No one was against it as I had already said that I was only going to do this for three years and then see where I was at.
I'm no whiz-kid, but I am above the average when it comes to planning things out.
Youtube was an experiment for my social skills, honing my confidence and broadening my skill set.
As of right now, I can safely say that I am better at typing, singing, speaking and smiling.
It's bizarre how editing your recordings can help you understand what you can and can't do.
Like my father, I strive to better my self in everything that I do. So when I looked at the money, I spent to make my recordings less painful by hitting my pocket, I knew I had to make the most of it.
I also noticed how my confidence and witty humor seemed to come easier as my awareness of my soft spots started to become sturdy In a way.
because of all this, I actually enjoy making random stuff that might bring a smile to someone's face.
But that doesn't mean that things have been going well for me as of late.
Earlier this year, I lost not one, not two, but all three of my dogs to old age.
They were all Dosh-hounds, Rupert, Freda, and Itchy. All of who I loved very much. I wasn't destroyed by there loses, but when Freda, the last one I had passed away suddenly after a night at the vet from heart failure, I nearly did fall apart. Thankfully, I had developed ways to keep myself occupied though I didn't like to hang around my room for a while.
My grandma also had a stroke, not long afterward. Thankfully she came out ok, but she did lose some of her physical and mental strength.
And to top it all off, I think my little cousins are bored of me as my views went from six to five per video to it barely reaching one because they don't even watch anymore.
It starts getting to you.
Why am I telling you all this? Well, Its mostly because I felt a need to say something important, and I want to share it with everyone who reads this first as I might not speak of it on any other sight again.
I need an honest opinion here so don't sugar coat it.
Should I keep going?
For two years I have re-framed from asking for anything regarding my channel as I believed that my work would speke for itself, but now I feel like I am wasting time. And time is not a kind thing.
Before I was content with being patient, but now I can't afford to wait for an answer. I need to know if something, anything was worth the time it takes to do it.
Or am I just running around in circles, wasting more time?
I'm a storyteller. I love telling stories. Always has, always will.
Obviously, I can't do it all by my self, so I just hope that I will have some help along the way.
So if any of you are willing to review some of my work and let me know what you think is good or bad, I will be very grateful to you.
Please do leave your thoughts down below. Thank you.
Well, I admit you have my curiosity. And my condolences. I lost my set of three “stowaways” (large black newfound/Aussie/chow ++ mixes) two years ago (adopted a potty n border collie mix to keep me & remaining pupper company) (Stowaways because I didn’t know their mother was preggers when I adopted her in 2002).
So now to see if I can find ya on YouTube
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. We had a similar experience with a cat once, and she had her baby's in a very bizarre place as well. She thought that it was a great Idea to make her nest in fiberglass installation under our home! Ironically It had no adverse effect on the kittens or the mother, Infect they lived long and happy lives as well.
Hehe, stowaways. That's clever
Oh and I don't think you can find my channel on YouTube very easily. The system tends to bury small channels like mine under waves of popular channels. One time my mom wanted me to find it for her. At the time I thought that it would be easy as no one used a name even remotely similar to me, but I was wrong.
for some reason, I got a list of gangster albums instead! WHY?!!
They don't even use anything related to my channel name!!! I swear they do it on purpose!
Anyways here's a link to my channel. And thank you for the follow!
Good fedora fella
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(Darned autocorrect- “pitty” adopted a pitty, not a potty. *sigh*)
Btw—- how do I get those cute MLP emojis?
Erma Gurd! Goat simulator!?
The happy birthday sis was nice. Loved the intro to your first vid. Very funny “warning”. What was that creature that ate the blue cupcake?
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Alright for the first question the emojis are in the box we use to make these comments. it is the smiling icon next to this "</>"
As for the second question, the character Is called a Vortigaunt. An alien from the Half-life series.
And thanks for your comment. And to think, that first video turned out so well, even though I had no idea what I was doing at the time.