Gaining access to my PC · 8:33am Oct 10th, 2018
School holidays make it very hard to actually get access to my own PC.
I have been able to write some more, chapter one is out to five thousand words, so that still needs some work. But GOD it feels so nice to write again!
It has taken some discipline to stick to it since I've had so much stress lately. I had to let go of somebody that I loved (and still love, always will) because they'd lost interest in me. This takes discipline because you must remind yourself that you cannot force someone to take an interest in you. If that interest wanes, and they never speak to you anymore, you need to learn sometimes to let them go rather than suffocate them. I think it's a decision that will lay very heavily on me for the rest of my life ... but what can you do?
The unpacking at the apartment continues. I have had two job applications reach second-stage interviews over the past few days. I have my fingers crossed that I am able to get a job in the next week or so.
Listening to: Bach - Sinfonia.