New annoucment · 4:43am Feb 21st, 2018
Hey all. It's been a while, huh?
I've been going through some stuff these past few weeks. Most of it due to canceling Hunters and some more of it from a falling out I had with some friends.
It all came to a head last Friday when I realized something:
At the suggestion of a good friend, I took a week off from writing to let everything that happened sink in. During that week, I thought about a lot of things and came to a realization:
I still want to work on Hunters. It's my pride and joy, my first MLP fic. It's my baby...
but... it was also a very unhealthy obsession that I let control most of my life. What's worse is that because I was so obsessed with it, I couldn't(or wouldn't) see what a friend(I guess former friend would be more accurate) was telling me and, because of that, lost his friendship and the trust of another, I don't want it to take over my life like that again to the point where I'm fighting with the people trying to help me.
Another thing is something that took a lot of will to admit and was very hard to do so; As I am now, I don't have the skill to write it the way I want to. So, even though I want to write Hunters... It's best if I just shelve it for now, gain experience and then try writing it.
So, this means that Hunters is no longer canceled. Just on a very, very, very long hiatus. Plus, I'm going to be making some changes to it. Nothing too crazy... Just something to help it better connect to MLP(or, in this case, EQG).
I'm not gonna lie: the temptation to just drop everything and do Hunters is going to pop up every now and then and it's gonna be hard to fight...But, I am going to try my hardest to get through this. I'm working on a shipping one-shot right now and I plan on seeing it through to the end.
There's one more thing I need to do:
To StupidHand and Rubahhitam; If you are reading this... I just want to say... I'm sorry. I can't apologize and thank you guys enough for putting up with me. I am not an easy person to understand or work with and the both of your just had my best interest in mind, yet I couldn't see that.
I am truly, deeply sorry for both the horrible way I treated you and being a terrible friend in general. You didn't deserve it.
I hope you can forgive me one day.
That's all. See you guys later.