My Confession · 11:37pm Sep 20th, 2017
Hey Guys, listen I feel like I should explain something to you, something that you all have to right to know about.
I know I said that I would be working on my stories and that they would be uploaded very soon, well...
I'm afraid that hasn't been the case I hoped would happen. I have been going through a rough couple of weeks and going in and out of depression and writers block. I'm sorry for making promises I can't keep and I feel like it's time you know the truth.
As I've mentioned before on this site, I have a condition called Asperger's Syndrome which is a form of Autism and I've struggled with many things in my life, such as bullying, self harm and even suicide at one point.
Writing was my way to escape those torments, but even that can be a struggle for me. My brain works in a funny way, limiting me to doing things that might seem like simple tasks for you guys. For example, I can't write down words that are being said aloud and have that information sink into my head at the same time and I tend to forget things that have been said to me in the last minute. And another thing; I have difficulties in processing thoughts into written words, even now as I type this out, hence my reason for slacking off on my writing and leaving you guys hanging for long periods of time and why I tend to reference other stories or include quotes from movies that i have seen. This is just an example of autistic behaviour that i have been doing since i was a toddler, where i used to mimic scenes from Disney Movies or Dreamworks films that I watched.
I honestly mean no harm and am not trying to steal credit from what other people have done.
I do enjoy reading all your comments you leave on my stories and blog posts as it always makes me feel a little better about myself as a struggling author. I just hope that you guys can remain supportive and try to understand me a little better.
I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for so long and I'm so very sorry for keeping the truth to myself for quite some time.
-Fizzyberries302
I want to say sorry, but sorry's never help. Sure, it may comfort you for a little while, but it wont help in the long run.
What I could say, is to persevere. Also, it's okay to not write anything. Many of us have writer's blocks, (like me) and also some of us are not even super glued to this fandom like we used to (again, like me.)
I'm just trying to say, that somebody's got a similar case.
Also, I am not even supposed to on a computer of any sort unless of homework as I am writing this, but who cares?!
I'm trying to comfort a friend.
So, if you feel depressed, or if you are at a loss for words, then... Read.
Reading is also something that allows you to float away from reality.
It may even be better than writing. But, there's my little remedy for you.
From a fellow friend.
4678656
I...I don't know what to say...
Thank you,
That is okay my friend I understand because I have autism as well and I have gone through a LOT of things in my life when I was born but I somehow get through it. And well I listen to music read fanfiction and books play my favorite game POKEMON and watch my favorite movies and shows and it also helps get my imagination flowing in my head to. I have a LOT of stories in my head that are VERY HARD to write down as well.
I hope this helps you fizzyberries302 and just take one day at a time and things will be okay and have hope as well my friend.
[KIND GENTLE SMILE/HUG]