Why I Disappeared From Fimfiction · 3:34pm May 18th, 2017
Wow, it's hard to believe it's been a year since I posted anything. I'd like to sincerely apologize for my lack of activity this past year, and you all deserve an explanation. I was struggling for a long time with depression, and the thing about depression is that it makes it difficult to even do the things you normally enjoy. And I was suffering from existential depression, which is the most resilient kind.
But more importantly, I've been having neurological problems. I can hardly keep my balance anymore, and my brain is filled with cobwebs. I literally feel like I've lost 40 IQ points over the last year or two. You might even be able to notice just from this blog post that my writing has dropped significantly in quality and complexity. I'm making grammar and spelling mistakes at something like five times the rate I used to.
I'm talking to my doctor about it soon, but I don't want to do any research of my own because I'm afraid of what I might find.
Great. I left to eat just now and I lost my train of thought.
Anyway, I have quite a few unfinished stories that I'm looking forward to posting, but I don't want to work too much on them right now lest they slip in quality. I'm still going to be inactive posting-wise for a while longer, but I hope to get back to it within a few months. If I can't, then... I guess you'll just have to wait. Sorry.
I greatly appreciate all of your support, and for those of you that still occasionally check my account, I can't thank you enough for sticking with me. Just... try to hold out just a little longer.
Hope you get better D:
Damn man sounds pretty bad, hope it all improves