• Member Since 26th Jun, 2016
  • offline last seen January 22nd

Xenay


22 year old girl from Germany. POTS warrior. TwiDash shipper.

More Blog Posts19

  • 248 weeks
    Whelp.

    Pretty sure most of my followers have noticed by now that I'm almost never here anymore. I've been thinking about revoking all my stories, cause... I don't know, it just feels weird having something out in the open and never checking to see if anyone steals it or something. Maybe I'm just weird. I had already revoked a few the last time I was here, a few months ago.

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  • 297 weeks
    Sorry

    Not quitting the story just very depressed

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  • 308 weeks
    Bad news

    So.. I’ve had a long time EKG on Monday and it showed the quick changes of heart frequency and the tachycardia..

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    2 comments · 335 views
  • 311 weeks
    Possibly dying (?)

    Over the last month, my health has gone worse. It started with the usual dizzyness I’ve had all my life reoccurringly. And now I can barely leave my bed without having to hold onto something to keep from fainting.

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  • 316 weeks
    New Meds

    As the title says, I´m on new meds now. Away from simple SSRI anti-depressants, to something for depression, PTSD, sozial anxiety, anxiety attacks and OCD. They have 50mg and until the next appointment I gotta take a half. I am not going into detail as to why. Simply because it´s not something I want to post openly on the internet. (You´re probably gonna hear about it through stories anyways..)

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Dec
19th
2016

What's up · 12:15pm Dec 19th, 2016

Hey everyone. You may or may not have noticed it by I haven't been writing here for some time now. I kinda lost the fun for writing mlp stories.

And seriously, not everyone here has natively the English language. Nobody is perfect. And when someone even corrects me that it's "okay" instead of "okey"... well sorry that I can't live up to your expectations. I'm human, not a machine. That's why I like wattpad a lot more. Nobody corrects like Office Word for a simple missing " ' " or whatever.
Really, if it ruins the story for you simply because of a grammatical mistake that you can easily read through, then I'm sorry you're such a dick. :ajbemused:

There is one hell of stuff going on. My whole family has not one day to breathe. So don't expect me to update anything till the end of the year.

Now, something to celebrate on: I'm two months clean from cutting. :yay:

Just wanted to let you guys know I'm still alive.

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Comments ( 1 )

I'm proud of you. It's difficult to stop cutting. With love, another person struggling with depression and an eating disorder.

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