The Quickening: Existencialism and envy · 4:28pm Aug 20th, 2016
Do you ever feel that all days are the same?
Why I'll be glad if then I'll be sad?
Why I've to wake up if then I'll go to bed?
Why I brush my hair if then I ruffled it?
Why I have to go if then I have to come back later?
Why start if then everything will finish?
What will you do when I'm gone?
What will they do when I'm gone?
What will Earth do when I'm gone?
Why am I so afraid of change?
Why I can't just believe my tomorrow will be better?
Why I think everyone has more triumph than me?
Why am I so late compared to the rest of my generation?
Why I have the feeling of have been born in the wrong time?
Go away to your homes and lie down in bed to wait until the day of your call. Meanwhile I will drink juice powder over and over until I fall unconscious by the chemicals that compose it and so forget and forget.
Y qué le importa a nadie como está mi alma,
más triste que el silencio y más sola que la luna,
y qué importa ser poeta o ser basura.
