Hey. · 1:01am Jun 3rd, 2016
Yo. Yeah, I'm talking to you.
Do you even care about me? Would anyone care if I disappeared off the map entirely?
Yeah, I exist. I'm sick of the happy little messages bell ringing, and then opening it up to find some robotic auto-answer "Thanks for the fav!"
There are occasional comments on my stories. Not critique, or speculation, but things like "Good job" or "I liked it". Wow, way to make me feel selected out of the other zillion people on this damn site.
I try to write blog posts to make others care, but NO ONE DOES. Yeah, I have followers. I have 18 followers who don't give a crap about any of my blog posts. I ask things to people, and barely anyone responds.
I am not doing great in the real world either. It's finals week and I'm stressed. This is my first year in a new school, too. I thought my old friends still cared, but around March I stopped getting texts, emails, Google chat, or even DeviantArt notifications. My friends HERE have been friends for two years or more, and I'm the "loser new kid". Once, in science class, I tried to sit with my friends at a table. For one class. I usually sit next to another friend, who I will call Z. One of the people I tried to sit with I will call J. A month later, Z finally told me that J had asked him, "Is she really that desperate to sit with us?" Thanks for that!
Thanks for all your loving support!
I would like to thank Vanilla Mocha. She is the only follower who cares even a little bit about how I'm doing in this fucking world.
No, I'm not going to kill myself. You can be sure of that. But I'm not feeling great about myself, and no one else gives a shit.
I care about you- *Keeps reading*
W-wow...Well...I guess you already know I care about you.
But in all seriousness, I do care. I know what it's like to have the same routine people talk to me and to have the same things happen day to day. Currently it's so hard for me to breathe out of my snot filled nose I have to breathe out of my slobber filled mouth. I'm crying hard because I'm physically sick over unstable emotions. But I want to push myself aside and let everyone here know I care for them. I care for you, and you already know that, but it never hurts to say it more than once. *Hugs* If there's anything I can do to help you, let me know.
The whole reason I deleted the comment spot on my page was to try and get the stoic, "thanks for the fav/follow!" message. I admit, I don't really comment (I need to babysit my other friend here who might start drama. And we ALL know that'll get tied to me) and I know that I should be a better friend here.
so first order of business, Hugs! 
Aww, no! Please, don't be sad. People do care, like me
If it helps at all. Would you like me to check out yoir stories? And remember, everyone is different and unique 
I hope you do well on the finals, I wish you luck. And if that's how your fries treat you, perhaps you should make some better ones.
I'm sorry I couldn't help much *hugs*