about yesterday... · 3:38pm Feb 17th, 2016

Yes. I did lose it, but for a number of reasons because of this site and deviantart.

One of my friends on deviantart had done a requests journal. Three slots for suggestions. When I left my suggestion, there was one.

By the end of the day two more people had their suggestion accepted.

I shouldn't have been that mad, but when they had given it to other people it set me off.

He had done a previous request journal and I had gotten the fifth slot, and I was so happy.

Then they had some personal issues and I was understanding. My request wasn't done so I wasn't that mad. Again, I was understanding.

Then when this happened, I tried to put on a brave face, but with the fact that I want Core membership, I want to be able to draw, I want to be more appreciated on both sites, I want to write a story that people would compliment, I want to be featured, I wish I had enough money to get commissions when I need them, and so much more, the fact that this happened is the weight that finally made me snap.

I won't tell you their username, but I will be letting them know about this journal so I can work this out with them.

I would like to thank those that did try to help me yesterday. I know how much my friends mean to me, and for what many people tried to do yesterday means more than I could try to explain.

Thank you.

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