So here we are again... · 4:25am Jan 18th, 2016
Yes, here we are again indeed... at stupid O'clock in the morning pouring my thoughts into a blog post. Has this become my outlet? We all need one right? Some ponies like myself, write as their outlet. Some of us draw and others... I guess do blog posts. I suppose in this respect I'm two out of the three. Although I've not been writing as much as I'd like to. I can't really tell you why, maybe I've started to question the content I'm making or perhaps I'm having doubts about my writing. I could be worrying about where I see myself several years down the line. I wish I could tell you for sure what has Frozen Quill up at just over 4:00AM in the morning writing a damn blog post.
I guess... Most of my problem is I don't know how to handle things well. Change scares me as I know it should as it throws you into unknown fields and experiences. I guess I just need to deal with it and move on. I guess you could call my recent lack of production in my writing a 'break'. You all know me well enough by now that I can never resist the quill's call for long. Eventually I feel that spark, that burst of motivation and inspiration that pulls me towards my work. You could say one does not simply refuse the muse. I know that a lot of what I say makes no sense sometimes. I struggle to understand some of it when I come back to read it again. I'll be back sometime soon after writing this, everypony needs a break once in a while.
I suppose I should get some sleep and rest for college in a few hours. I guess I've a lot to thank that crazy friend who got me into this stuff. Thanks to him I've countless story ideas that might be influenced by mixed concepts or games, but... None of them would even exist from me if he never introduced me to this wonderful place. Yeah it's got some creepy corners, it has some dark places. However, there are many many places on here which are so inspirational and just a wonderful place to end up. I'll see you all soon with the latest chapter of CLC that will be out very soon.
Bye till then.