Damn It · 3:43am Dec 9th, 2015
Well, I've officially screwed myself over this year. Not only am I going to have a horrible Christmas, but I've made a terrible realization:
I'm, for once, having very, very, very, very, very Depressing AND very hurtful thoughts of the things that come with that.
Why??? This has never happened before!!!!
I hope I never do the things that depression does to people, but what's the point in making sense anymore. I've already screwed myself over too many times. I just don't know what to do anymore. Though everything was good last year, I'm just not sure what to do at this point. Now, if you'll excuse me, I must go pull myself together. Somehow. Someway. Now that I think about it, all I'm good at is pissing people off. Maybe I should end that, PERMANENTLY. OR, I could just...
Um...
Uh...
I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!
Some friendly advice would be nice, but it's highly unlikely anyone would even read this. Well, so long.
Just try talking with Tarra or Mr Dahoff, they'll listen to you and may even get you help.
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One: Do you mean Terra?
Two: If so, she's gone
Three: They're not exactly helping my situation.
Focus on the things that matter to you and keep your head high
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Yeah, Um...
sorry, nothing comes to my mind. Nothing ever mattered.
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Oh…well then, just don't think about how bad life is. Look at all the positive things in life, and don't say there have been no such instances because I know there have.
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Explain?