Bloody Face

Might as well put up blog posts until I'm gone.

Here's the reason I'm calling myself Bloody Face:

Most of my life, around the age of five, I've been bullied by all at school, no matter which one I'm at. Most of them would hit me in the face, making blood spill out. Others, made me bleed emotionally. Still happens today. And of course, as being an idiot is in my nature, I've been holding in the pain all my life. Not sure how much longer till it breaks out, after all, I'm getting more depressed by the day. I will regret it when I finally lash out. The ones' I had on here are just a small portion of my retaliations. Small bits of it escaping. What I hate the most about the schools I've been to, EVEN THE TEACHERS' BULLY ME!!!! I got suspended on a false accusation multiple times, something I'd never did or would do.

You're probably wondering why I'm bothering to put this up at all. The reason is simple:

I'd rather get it off my chest before I explode. I'd rather someone with no face. Most people, at least I hope, did not go through everything I've experienced in my past.

I've been nothing but worthless my whole life, at least, that's what people say. I try not to believe them. But each day that passes since this month started, I've been getting more depressed, more angry, and more distant from people. That's what scares me.

Anyway, PLEASE don't say anything on or about this. I don't need it.