Things that are beyond my control.

I guess I'll start with the chapter release plan. Every month I'll focus on one of my three main fics: 'The Chained Lune Cycle', 'The Legacy of Blood' and 'Dance in the Midst of Midnight'. So that's about three chapters per fic per month each chapter will be roughly a week or so apart to allow it to sink it. I might still have one shots and specials be released alongside these main fics, but I've no idea as of yet. There is a Christmas special coming up soon which will focus on the first Hearth's Warming that Yuuki spent with Princess Luna from 'The Fox and The Moon'.

Things at home are... Fine. Is that all I can say? Yes. I can't think of anything more if I'm honest. It's much calmer than before, but it feels empty... I don't know how to feel or how I should feel... My mind is a mess and I'm surprised myself that I even continue to write... Is it that in the worlds I write and this show I find a slither of sanity still within myself? Is it just in anything non-reality related that I find comfort. I know this site and writing fanfic have become the forefront of my writing hobby. I hardly even look at my original works anymore, I know I want to write them... It's just finding the drive.

On another note... I'm happy for the followers I have and am grateful to those who show interest in my ideas, that they can see the potential and are willing to see that potential bloom. I'm just unsure if 'I' have the ability to make it bloom... I write what I love and love what I write... It's just life keeps getting in the way and pulling me down... I don't want to stop writing, I never want to stop writing. If nothing else than the hobby I've cultivated for years is so much more to me now and has been thus for years. It's a passion, my life blood. I know every time I write one of these blog posts there is the chance nobody will hear it, but I feel if I don't write it somewhere... It just brews in my mind and causes me stress. There will be a lot of ponies out there who will never care about anything I write, I know this. But I guess I write for the ones who do care. The ponies who feel the adventures I write and enjoy them, who care about the characters. I write because It's all I know to do in order to release my stress. Nothing else works for me. Writing is where I feel the most free, where I feel unshackled by reality and can paint picture upon picture with selected words. Build characters and adventures filled with fun, suspense and romance. I might not be that good now... But I hope one day, I can be.

I guess that's all for now. I'll see you ponies next time. Thanks to those of you who do listen, it does mean a great deal.