Current Status · 11:49pm Sep 23rd, 2015
So I really just made this to say that I'm here still. I have been feeling sick and depressed in between. In fact, I'm still feeling a little down. So the stories are still coming along slowly.
It's weird. I get sick going up a flight of stairs, I get sick in bed. My energy feels sapped when I a few feet. It feels crazy. Most days I don't feel like getting up from bed, but I got to do what I got to do...
I can't fully explain it but it just doesn't feel good.
Sometimes I get up and it feels like my heart could just fall down into my stomach.
Still developing some chapters for you guys to read for December and January.
I was also planning to start making blogs analyzing and reviewing focus on here.
While I'm feeling okay, how about you guys tell me how have your weeks been going?
You probably need the rest.
You know, there's actually nothing odd about being fatigued; it's a normal side effect of depression and anxiety. It drains you, since your body is pretty much always tense and on alert... You know I've been going through the same too, so long that I'm pretty much used to it
3415236 True... but I mean it's really getting to me. Usually I'm able to shake it off. But now it's hurting me... slowly. But I must write my stories before it gets any worst. *super determined*
3415218 Not sure I can. Writing and reading... maybe reading is how I feel alive, you know?
See a doctor. Really. Just. See. A. Doctor.