Music and writing save me... · 12:00am Sep 20th, 2015
That moment when you're lying on your bed, taking a break from writing. Not doing anything special, just pondering things, checking your phone. Then... BAM!! You're reading a blog post with a sudden three letter word in bold and italics... But seriously. Then all of a sudden your mind just starts spinning. You don't even know why it's spinning or how it got spinning, just that it is. Like you feel sad, without knowing why. Just lying there flicking through your phone.
I still have no idea of bearing in my mind... Since my last post things have improved, yes. However, I still don't recognise much that is in my mind now. If anyone remembers Yuuki's dreamscape from the early chapters, well that was not thought up on the spot. The entire scape, everything that was described in such detail, alters included... All exist in my mind and are very much real. Although Despair was never brought back after he vanished in my mind, thankfully. Either way, recently things happened and everything was thrown out of whack for me.
Hence why I was lying on my bed like that and just thinking... Let's be honest... Leaving me alone with my thoughts for even a second is dangerous. When it's not story related it is potentially nuclear grade shiz going on inside my mind. While I don't knock my ability to write or my imagination... I just struggle with other parts of my mind.
I suppose I should kinda end on a more happy note. Chapters for my fics are progressing nicely. 'Dance in The Midst of Midnight' is getting a lot of attention, although I'm getting to the end of my planned chapters, not that there wont be more. 'The Chained Luna Cycle' is getting some love as well. Expect some alter filled fun chapters coming soon. 'Legacy of Blood'... It needs more love. I plan to shower it with some very soon. Finally 'Payday 2: Stealing Equestria... It has been a while since it had an update, I know. However, I will get to writing it soon and the first heist will come out as two chapters at the same time. Other then that I'm thinking up some one shots on the side which will be very different to what I normally do and hopefully expand my works to include more fans. Because let's face it, who doesn't like a bigger fan base?!
Anyway, I hope you all continue to enjoy my work and support me like you have been. Stay cool my friends, Frozen out.