On convoluted, overly optimistic, witless stories. · 5:30am Aug 19th, 2015
Do not read ahead if you hate negativity, neuroatypical persons, logical fallacies and bad English.
I have an issue. It affects most aspects of my life, but that's already going into private fields. To aid in understanding, I will say I tend to edit the same thing about five to nine times, and it still smells bad after published.
Thankfully, this a fanfiction site where you can find stories that would make you question the 'Why not?' way of thinking. I'm serious; just look up for groups that collect the bad, disturbing, untactful, delusional, incoherent and disjoint kind of approved horsewords. It was a all good laugh for me until I pointed the figurative finger upon myself. Yes, I have been self-deprecating since the beginning. Most of my (tiny) creative drive comes from idea exploration. It dies abruptly when I read two kinds of text: good literature and my, eh, stuff.
Editing it's like maiming decaying limbs for me. Repulsive. Necessary. Depressing. I have been told I should write in my natural language. I antagonize that thought. I like my small horses, and small horses are mostly watched by english speaking people and some outliers who understand more than one language. At the end of the day, I will call it a learning experience anyways. Excuses.
So, if you are curious about my currently posted stories. 'No' is the answer, sadly. They have so many holes, that a monstrosity is the only thing that will remain after patching everything.
I have no idea why I'm writing this. You see, 'write for fun' should be the norm in sites like this. Dumb brain, reaching for silly appreciation. Yes, make it the law.
Would this stop me from trying? Nah. So at least you know I do care about gramar, pacing and logic. Even if I fail at that.
Have a pony to make it less pedantic: