Uh, well that happened . . . · 4:46pm Jun 18th, 2015
Sooo, yeah, today was like any other day for me: Helped out on the farm, wrote, read and met up with some friends. Yeah, quite normal.
Except, when I went to go meet a friend of mine who I hadn't seen in about three/four weeks, I had noticed that she was acting different around me, as if there was something on her mine. I asked her what's wrong, and she simply replied with, "Oh, I was just thinking about someone." For a girl who us super hyperactive, she was being very discreet and I had no idea why. Anyways, we spent our day going to the park and racing each other, I found it was really fun.
When it started to go four O'clock, I thought it was a nice idea if we watched a movie in my bedroom. After an hour into Harry Potter, she starts to sit close to me (which I'm naturally quite used to), but then she stops paying attention to the film and starts looking at me. Once I had finally noticed she was looking at me, I paused the movie.
I'm not sure if my mind was playing tricks on me, but I'm pretty sure she was blushing. Anyway, we sat there for a few minutes just looking at each other. My friend finally spoke. [You're going to lean my real name]
"Livvy, I've really missed you since we left school those three weeks ago. I understand that we've been talking on Facebook and meeting up from time to time, but I want to see you more than that."
I reply saying, "Well I'd like to see you more often too, Ashley." Despite me knowing that she was acting differently, I still couldn't work out what she was getting at.
She then decides to put her hand on my shoulder, somehow causing my face to warm up a little. "No, Livvy, you don't understand." Wow, I am being really dumb today.
"Care to explain what I'm not understanding?" I asked. I began to become a little nervous.
By now, Ashley begins mumbling and I don't know what she's saying. I told her to speak up and she did.
She continued, "So, you know we've been friends since we were seven, right?" I nod. "Well, after some time of finding you completely annoying, I began to start liking you. Not like 'Hey, we're gonna be the best of friends forever!' I mean, I like you in a very different way." By now she's sat that close to me that I am almost going to fall off of the bed. I swear to God, my mind was more mushed than a scrambled egg.
"Well, um, I-I like you too," I said, trying to back away a little.
"Well, I think I like you a little bit more than that . . . What I'm trying to say is, I think I have a major crush on you."
I looked at her dumbfounded for a moment. I think my face was literally burning. I would have never of expected something like that to come out of my friend's mouth. When I was about to speak, but I was cut off when she kissed me on the lips. What was going on? I like boys and yet somehow her kissing me felt almost . . . natural.
I chose not to kiss back because I was still trying to get over the fact she had a crush on me. Once she pulled away, as cliché as it may sound, I was speechless with my mouth hung open. What just happened? This time I attempted to speak for a second time, before Ashley cut me off yet again.
"I . . . should probably go." She quickly threw on her shoes and left my room as quickly as her feet could carry her. After she left, I just sat on my bed alone with my thoughts.
Did another girl really just kiss me? I mean, sure, I've been kissed by boys and I've never had the same reaction as that. But since she's done that, my mind is more jumbled than Discord's world.
Hmm . . . Well I hope you guys are all having a great day.
~Arian Blaze, out
Wow...
3160207 Eeyeah . . .
3160229 well when life gives you lemons you make lemonade
3160231 Heh heh, I guess so.
3160241 yeah if she likes you well life is telling you something
3160247 I understand that, but now it's left me a little confused. Then again, I do like her too, despite having a crush on a boy.
3160254 well that's life I'd go with the one life just gave you
3160262 Hmm, I guess you're right.
3160268 yeah that's what happened to me and my gf
3160272 Really? So I take it you were unsure what to think of, too.
3160279 (btw I'm a guy)
I was completely confused
3160281 (Yeah, I know you're a guy)
Mhm, that's how I feel right now.
3160288 (ok then)
But soon you get over it and well accept it
3160292 Okay then, thank you for the advice.
3160297 no problem