May
29th
2015
Nope, still don't like blood tests · 7:39pm May 29th, 2015
Umm, heh heh. Well today didn't go too well. I kinda had this major freak out when they were taking my blood. I understand they need to find out if there is anything else wrong with me, but I was still terrified. To hell with my damn kidney, I'm sick of it! 
I kinda have some good news. One of my oldest friends has offered to give me one of her kidney's; she's a perfect match but as much as I am grateful for it, I don't want to put her through the pain or stress. I find it terrifying that I would be having an operation in the first place. I've been given a choice to have one one of her kidney's, but I'm scared and I don't know what to do. . .
*sighs* I guess I'll have to make up my mind soon. . .
~Arian Blaze, out
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3110632 Yeah. . .I know. I don't want to sound depressing, but I can't help but feel upset :( And I would like a huggie please :)
Well, I've tried cheering myself up by writing a small fic, and I guess that has helped me a little :/
3110714 I'll try to stay positive, and I guess you're right. . .but I'm still not fully sure :)
*gives huggies back* c:
You may. It is a story about Cheese Sandwich telling his big sister, Bread Sticks, how his day went in school and who he had a crush on. (This is when he is about eight years old). :)
3110950 I will, thank you c:
And well, I am trying to add some comedy to it too, so far I think that it's a little funny. The only problem is that I keep getting cold, icy stares from the nurses, telling me that I need my rest, but they don't realise that this actually calms me :P
3111726 Okie dokie