Dafuq did I just write?

Okay, yeah, I'm not sorry. I had to delete it.

If anypony didn't know of this already, I had finished this 5,000 word one-shot clop-fic-- which I turned into this creepy, kinky clusterfu that made me wonder what the fu I was doing.
Some days I get the content good and the format bad; other days the format's perfect and the content is awful. This one was the latter, containing a number of fetishes, most of them not mine, including Adoptive Oedipal, hyper stomach expansion, 2x size differences, exaggerated anatomy, exaggerated genitals, implied transformation, breast feeding, and previous mind-breaking.

Here's the basic plot of the story:
Anonymous the Human was found outside Celestia's castle in a basket. Celestia took him into a world where anthropomorphic ponies lived 10x as long, grew and learned 10x as slowly, and grew 2x as tall as humans- though the ambient magic and healthy air of Equestria have extended Anon's life substantially.

Celestia treated Anon like a baby his entire life, then, but seeing that he was growing so quickly, somehow started using him as a sex toy, taking advantage of his innocence. This was never directly mentioned in the one-shot.

When Anon turned 15, he started going into puberty. He started looking up the changes that were supposed to be happening in his body, and came to the conclusion that he was going to have sexual urges, and want to leave the nest. Being a 'baby,' neither he nor Celestia were ready for that, so, Celestia cast a few spells on him, making him only loyal to her, giving him a sheath like most other anthro male ponies, making his genitals grow much larger than normal, and delaying his sexual urges to return when his genitals were fully grown, when he was 20, and instructed Anon to never let anything touch him below the belt other than her.

When Anon was 20, he waited for him Mommy to come back from work, ready to tell her that the 'urges' to touch himself were back.

They then descend into this creepy adoptive mother and son sex session which included "dinner": which included the breast-feeding, implied slow transformation, belly expansion- that was a difficult fetish for me to do and Celestia's blowjob. Then came "desert": which had cunnilingus, dat ass and Celestia's thunder thighs. last came "bedtime" in which came the un-birth and more implied slow transformation.

The story was full of creepy attachment between the duo, and drew inspiration from (and outright insulted) the works of Zamairiac

At first, I thought it was just too much for the audience.

It shouldn't have taken more than a few personal insults for me to find out that I was crossing the line between 'MLP Fanfiction human horse porn' to 'eldrich abomination to be cast into the fire'.

I'd ask myself what I was thinking, but the ahswer is, that I wasn't.

Dear Princess Celestia:
Today I learned that 4-chan is an evil place, and should be avoided at all costs to preserve ones grip on reality and decency. If you encounter any stories about yourself written by me, I suggest that you burn them lest your mind be tainted by unholy dread abominations.
Your failure of a student, oron61