Asexuality · 3:50am Nov 24th, 2014
For those of my followers that don't know, I identify as asexual. I currently do have a girlfriend, but I haven't been able to really breakthrough the physical contact barrier, past holding hands or the occasional pecking of the lips. I am asexual mainly because I don't feel a sexual attraction to people of either gender. I don't feel a strong enough desire for sex or sexual contact. I often shy away from physical contact all together and seldom have the confidence or desire to make the first move. That being said, I masturbate a lot. And for those of you that don't want to hear about these explicit details, I urge you not to keep reading. I do this almost every day, mostly to relieve stress and anxiety, not to satisfy any sexual cravings. My asexuality may be confusing to some because of my fetishes. (hypnosis, mind control, pet play, submission, etc.) But these specific situations whether pornographic or clean, and not being gender specific are what gets my arousal going. I don't feel attracted to straight or gay porn at all unless it has any of these specific fetishes. If I wasn't asexual, I would likely identify as demisexual-heteroromantic because I don't form an attraction to someone unless having an emotional connection with someone, and if I could choose a sexual orientation, I would choose to be straight. This being said I support people of all sexual orientations and their lifestyles.
That's very interesting and thanks for supporting others with different sexualities. I'm always here for you know.
I like you a lot as a friend and I would like to say but possible not fully true. I understand your levels of anxiety.
2613179 Yeah, I've never been 100% sure of my sexuality and I'm sure that I'm not going to figure that out until I lose my virginity. But for now, I identify as asexual.
2613183 Ok and I sometime feel disgusted by sex and want nothing to do with it and then other times I crave it. Which causes problems for how I feel about my counterpart. Also true story, I lost my virginity with the neighborhood boy when I was 5 and then from then on I knew what gay was and that I am.
2613186 I personally am very thankful to have a girlfriend that is extremely hesitant to have sex considering she has been sexually abused. I still feel like I'm taking it a bit too slow with her though.
2613189 That's good and I'm so sorry for her.
Also could you reread my last post, I added something.
2613191 Wow.
I assumed that means that you were sexually assaulted, because it's fairly unusual to be having consensual sex at the age of 5. My older brother actually was incestually abused by his cousin when he was 4 so I know how that is.
2613194 No I wasn't sexualy abused, we were just curious. Sorry to werid you out.
2613198 That's okay. It's just a little bit weird for me because I was extremely sheltered and didn't know what sex even was until I was 11.
2613202 Well to be honest, I don't know if that actually happened or if its just a suppressed thought turned into a alternate reality that to be more honest I find fucked up myself and I feel like I'm lieing to myself and others. But I really did do things with them when I was young just not as what I thought... who the heck am I? I just confused myself.
2613208 LOL You're crazy.
I don't even think you can have a full release at the age of five. And for me at least, losing your virginity is defined as someone else being directly responsible for you achieving full orgasm.
2613211 Where all crazy!
And yes your right, but it is still possible to feel something. Anyway its late and I have 5% battery... goodnight. 
Think of it this way, we're all hear for a reason. Every body has tastes, likes, etc. And Actully, here's my confusing, messed up life. 1. I do have a girlfriend, but I don't really care for either gender. Males, mainly because like, 90%(not accurate but close) are sports craised, ingnorant, dirty, fools. And ironically, I acting very different from the male gender, still am one, so I have my occasional moments of stupidity. Like spelling or cracking "that's what she said!" Jokes. The female gender,(surprisingly only about maybe 75% act this way...)-act like prissy, gossipy, giggly fools more or less often(no offense). I also don't belive in sex in any way shape or form... I don't really care though. If I want a child, I can adopt. And here's were it gets, unusual... I do have a girlfriend( thank god she realizes, and believes in my usual concept). But yes, that's my life shared to the digi-verse!
2613412 unusual
2613412 That's awesome. Thank you for sharing. That really makes me feel better about what I'm going through.
2613668 any time! I love helping people! In fact, it's one of the reasons I want to be a politician.
2613897 I'm politically neutral myself, but good luck!
2613902 I'm not really in it for a side(even though I plan to register as republican right wing). And thanks!
2613912 You're welcome! Check out my latest story if you can! ( Friendship Is Monotone )
2613915 ml. If it's as good as your other stories, I should love it.
2613917 mk* sorry, auto correct.
2613917 Wow. Thank you, that means a lot.