Hectic Life

I once wondered, "What can life possibly contain? How many possibilities does it hold?" I knew others would say life contains infinitely many possibilities, that it has so many surprises and things you can't expect, that it's just so full. It didn't feel like it, though.
Well, that was about a year ago. Since then, things have been SO hectic. I think by now I deserve the title of Discord because of all the chaos that surrounds me. A lot of it is personal, but finally don't feel like life doesn't have a lot of pathways. Lots of life changes, lots of things I didn't really think possible for myself, just... lots. And I wanted to write too, but I guess with my chaotic nature that gets thrown back, way too many times for my taste. Perhaps I'll try to write more now, but, who knows, I may not even have time for it. I may be in the mood for writing, or maybe I won't be, but both fortunately and unfortunately, I don't really have people that really care at this point. I'm not one of those large writers that have a large following, and therefore I do not feel pressure to put something out. But that's a good thing, because I am intrinsically motivated. Maybe, maybe, I'll be motivated to write here on FIMFiction...