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There, past the last star, lies a secret.

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  • 263 weeks
    Over Time

    A long time has passed since I've posted anything here. I doubt almost anyone sees what I write, but I like to imagine the Universe as a constant spectator -- if a tree falls and no one is around, the Universe hears it.

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  • 444 weeks
    The Calculus of Life

    This has a lot more to it than just me being in Calculus III!

    You know, I look around myself daily, and see so many people. So many lives, so many stories lived, and I am one of them; I get to live my own personal life story, and no one else gets to. It's interesting, peculiar, for one.

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  • 486 weeks
    Life

    Sometimes we buck life up. Buck up real hard. And then we look back, and see lines and lines of mistakes.

    That's what happened to me, at least. I've made so many mistakes in the past, life mistakes, mistakes that can't just be ignored. I've messed up big time, and it was largely my own fault.

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  • 491 weeks
    Hectic Life

    I once wondered, "What can life possibly contain? How many possibilities does it hold?" I knew others would say life contains infinitely many possibilities, that it has so many surprises and things you can't expect, that it's just so full. It didn't feel like it, though.

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  • 528 weeks
    Current Status

    I am attempting to improve as a writer. Even though I was not doing, well, almost anything here on FimFiction, I was doing thinking on writing in the background. By now, I believe I may be able to come back as a stronger writer.

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Over Time · 10:54pm Mar 12th, 2019

A long time has passed since I've posted anything here. I doubt almost anyone sees what I write, but I like to imagine the Universe as a constant spectator -- if a tree falls and no one is around, the Universe hears it.

I'm wondering if I want to try my hand at writing again. For a very long time I was too shy to write much. I'm still shy, worried about criticism and making goofs. But, maybe I can find it in myself to enjoy writing anyway, without always looking forward to some abstract time in the future when I'm "better at writing". Won't happen without practice, and the journey is more important than the destination in this case anyway.

If I imagine myself as a pure optimist, I don't have anything to lose from trying except time. (And, well, dignity maybe, but that just seems to hold people back, for better or worse.)

On the note of "dignity", I'm occasionally embarrassed of what I could have written before, too embarrassed to even check what my writing is like, and thus leaving my opinion of it defaulted to that state of embarrassment. I almost want to delete most of the older stuff. I wonder if others get like that too.

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