I'm Back · 3:20pm Oct 19th, 2014

Good morning FimFic, and good morning to all of its devoted readers and writers. Sorry to all those that have wondered about my disappearance, for I joined the Navy. Because of this, I was incapable of contacting or reaching anyone for many months; however, this did not excuse me for my absence during the time in which I was not joining the military. For that time I simply stopped showing up, I am sorry; I was lost and weakly looking for a meaning for my life.

I have always been troubled by my life and what would become of it, and my feelings took over my life and ran me from my dreams and loved ones. Sadly, when I actually joined the military, it didn't make my life that much better; instead, it made me feel more helpless. The way people acted around me; the way they could simply be spiteful without any regard to people's feelings. This angered me so, and gave me many reasons to despise this world I have to live in. I hated everyone so much that I couldn't help but cry to myself because I couldn't do anything.

All the feelings that grew in me were unpleasant and tasteless, but then it changed...

As I came to study my job to be a Hospital Corpsman; as I worked in the hospitals with other doctors and nurse, they would ask me about my life in the civilian world. With this, I started to remember many things: my friends, my family, and my passion for... well, for everything. I started getting contact with my closest friends in my home town, there wouldn't be a song that would come on that didn't fuel my desire to dance, many stories flooded in to mind to the point it would give me headaches. All the things that I once loved and forgotten were arising again, including this site. I have made many bonds with people that shared the same ideals as me: the love for stories and success of others. I was reminded many times of this site and the people it held: bronies, ponies; it held it all, including my passion for writing.

This is why I decided to return: I didn't want to let go of my hobbies because I was too weak to handle my own problems. I am grown up-still growing in fact-and it is time for me face these fears. Even if they still bother me, I won't let them consume me again. For this I am openly willing to say:

FUCK YOU LIFE!

I will live this life however I want to live it. Even if there is nothing for me at the end of track, fuck it. I don't believe in hypothetical questions/theories. I will just have to keep living to find out what is waiting for me. In conclusion, I am more than happy to say with thousands of party cannons at my side: I am back and ready to rape this hell-bound world a new one.

From hell, to you, and back again,
Soto Konoha, U.S. Navy Hospital Corpsman

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