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  • 396 weeks
    important questions that likely won't get answered.

    Why is it so hard to talk to people anymore? Why is it when someone brings up a topic we don't like we block/cut them out of our life? Have we forgotten that in order to solve a problem there needs to be communication between both sides? Why do we take everything like it's life or death when it's said about us but when it's said about our 'opponents' it doesn't matter? Why do we play this

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  • 411 weeks
    Random thought/vent thing

    So three events that have happened in my life, First one in the early 2000's . I used to ride bike 2 miles to school nearly every school day. On my way home one day a driver wasn't paying attention and drove into me knocking me off my bike, hurting my leg and bending my bike wheel.

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  • 412 weeks
    Questions for people

    What do you do to spark your creativity?

    How do you get away from negativity and bring back the positive?

    What is it you do to help yourself come up with new ideas?

    And what do you do when you feel there's nobody you can trust/talk to?

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  • 413 weeks
    Does anyone read these anymore?

    So I've been gone for awhile... depression, work, weather, depression, fear of going out, fear of interacting with people, depression. You know the every day stuff.

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  • 432 weeks
    So I wrote something

    It's not pony related but it's something. I have a feeling some people won't like it but whatever, check it out if you want.

    https://docs.google.com/document/d/1jdwgZ6aKauOuX-miCS61qancYEp7FaH2p2545sd5oio/edit?usp=sharing

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Oct
9th
2014

Squall update 2.0 now with more squallyness · 5:09pm Oct 9th, 2014

So it's been awhile... and I haven't been keeping everyone up to date (so many people so little attention span, you know how it goes). So I figured why not give an update that few (if anyone) people want!

For starters I still have to wear a backbrace til the end of the month at least. Secondly all my old open wounds are closed and healing up and I may or may not be left with a scar where they had to cut me open. Thirdly, last Thursday I went back into the hospital and had the bullet removed and sent into evidence (don't ask about how many stitches I got, I don't know and didn't ask). Other then all of that I'm back to eating like a pig, which is a good sign.

On the other hand (or hoof if you will) there are some things I have to live with. One such thing being the fact that the muscles they cut to get inside me could tear apart again from too much strain/stress causing me to have to come back in again. Another thing is I could still have issues with my pancreas again causing me to have to come in and possibly have to have additional surgeries.

All of that aside, I've got my writing stuffs and my drawing things with me and am going to slowly try working my way back into drawing/writing, no promises. I can't do much of anything online or in the way of digital art (this laptop is junk and my desktop is back at my dads), let alone trying to watch livestreams to learn anything.

Other then all that I hope everyone has a good day and stays warm!

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Comments ( 8 )

Aww man, I never saw the news of what happened…

There's someone at my church who fell off a roof and nearly broke his back. He's had to wear a backbrace for the past month as well. I suppose both of you are good that it wasn't the worst possible outcome.

My hopes and prayers are with you. :heart:

2521102 Here's the story if you'd like to read it. Thanks for the hopes and prayers, I'm almost done with the worst of it. Just got the brace left and maybe one surgery left.:twilightsheepish:

2521299 Wow… May the recovery be speedy, my good sir! :raritywink:

It'd be great for you to get back to doing the things you love.

2521311 I'm looking forward to being able to take a bath again. Haven't been allowed to with the brace and open wounds.:derpytongue2:

2521345 Ah, makes sense to me. Don't want any more antibiotics than needed. xP

2521351 More like, don't need another infection. I had one, don't need the one on my back getting infected too....

2521362 Oh… That's the problem with microbes. Can't live with them; can't live without them. roundstable.com/forums/images/smilies/applejargh.gif

Thanks for the update, I have been sending positive thoughts your way!
Regards Annie :heart:

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