Questions anyone cus know is the time to ask them · 3:41am Sep 19th, 2014
okay every one this is your chance to ask any questions you have about me and any of the lies i just want to get this over with i understand it is night time when im posting this but I just want to get every thing out of the way and get it over with so i don't have to deal with it but i will be explaning some things in this blog too so here we go
I haven't told you guys about Lily have i well i found out about her being abused and all that the stuff you saw in the first blog about the lying but Lily is a worm hearted girl who loves being around people sometimes and she is just full of energy and eveything so sweet and kind, but if any one has a question about her just ask.
my sanity problem you all got a glimps of it in one of my blogs when i said
"This is the last bit of sanity you will ever see of me"
but Calm winds is the one that trully knows more about it than anyone on fimfiction and as you saw iv had the problum seance i was 7 years old and have needed medication for it and i wasn't taking it and it makes me go crazy when i don't take it i have to take it know cus well i am pregnant and i don't want to hurt the baby so i need to take the medication this medication doesnt hurt the baby at all the dovtors told me that it would only make a child drousy if they took it by accident and it only should work if your an adult the medication i took when i was ounger was a medication that was ment for children and my father got it for me cus he was the one who was afrade of me when i lost it i thought that was pretty ironic but i would use that sometimes to get him away frome me but yeah i have had the medication for a long time and when i don't take my medication you'll know cus i say crazy and weird things that i don't even mean i don't make seance XD but yeah if you see me posting coments on my own page say something cus that means i need medicone.
okay one more thing my emotions, they are going every were right know, i brake down and cry for no reason some times and i don't know why my friend from Florida sugestied that it could be all the lying coming to bite me in the ass but some one ells said it could be the past revisiting my memorys and its making me emotional and making my cry but i really don't know bt i made an apountment tomarow to find out whats wrong with me and see if it can be fixed.
but yeah thats all i wanted to say and if you have any questions about anything just ask and i will anwser 
The song shall tell you every thing will be okay
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such a nice song
Hey its okay but since you know.......what are you....going To name the baby
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haha me and Jessie have finally agreed on two names for the baby if its a girl hope and if its a boy Joesph
those are really pretty names! 2466975
2467382 thank you
2467414 Both names really are good.
2466975 I would like those names, but something that happened in second grade would keep me from naming a child Hope. I won't tell you because you already chose the name, though, unless you don't believe in omens or anything.
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pleas do tell i would like to here it
2468248 Fine, you asked. When I was in second grade, we had an awesome teacher. And one of our projects, was to hatch and partly raise chicks. So we had twenty eight eggs. Five chicks hatched: Brownie, M&M, Marshmallow, Cookie, and Hope... Hope was the weakest. She was the last to hatch and needed help getting out of her egg. Her second night alive, after school, she died. Her body just... failed... stopped working. And we were all heartbroken... even though there were only twelve of us.
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you know i did the exact same thing in 2nd grade but it was a group thig for me and you could volenter you didn't have to do it but i was the only one who singed up so i did everything my self i named the one was Orian, rose, love, fathe and hope, Hope was the first one to hath and the first to die one of the kids in my class saw how well i coomunicated with the chiks and thought it would be funny to kill one so a boy steped on hope and killed her aand that is the reason i chose hope is to honer that name forever
2468290 Ah... I see... poor chickie. And this was a group project for us, but it was a part of our grade. It was an actual project. And anyways, all twleve (might have been eleven, I can't remember) kids in the class wanted to do it. It was at my old school, and that school only had nice people. There were no bullies in my grade. But then the school closed down a few years ago.
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the school i went to still hasn't been demolished yet but i had a hard time leaving it behind in Florida it had such a beautiful scenery behind it but i cant do anything about it know
2468369 Ah... ours wasn't demolished. It was made into a different school.