Continuation of Last Blog

Thanks to everyone who told me what their dreams/aspirations were, I really appreciate the motivation. So as promised I shall share with you my goal for this site. If I were to start rattling of how I want to be the best I would be contradicting everything I just wrote about four days ago...sorry a lot has happened since then.

Now, you're probably wondering: "Crystal Secret what's your dream?" or maybe your not but that's besides the point.

I've got a dream, a goal something I wish to achieve in my remaining time on this site. I'm sure all of you have heard of Absolute Anonymous? And so I'm sure you all know that she's one of the most talented authors to ever come to this site? Well, while I know that I can never be as good as her I strive to be.

She's probably the reason why I'm even sitting here writing this when I'm supposed to beginning some work. When I read her letter of resignation for the first time I realised that I too, would someday have to leave. Because unlike Peter Pan, I'm not living in Neverland. At some point I am going to grow up and when that time does come, that's when it will be time to go.

I know that all of this sounds pretentious and that's because it is. Most people don't plan their departures from a place, but rather their arrival or their occupancy of such a place. But I'm not most people, I already know what day I'm leaving and I'm not even sure if I'm ready to go through with it. I guess we'll have to wait and see.

I must make one final announcement, I won't be on here much and I also won't be posting anything new for awhile because...let's just say that a relative has just kicked the bucket and well....I'm attending my first funeral in a few days and I'm not prepared.

So with that off my chest I leave this blog with one final message and that is...

That while sometimes things may seem pretty bleak, there is always a light even in the darkness of tunnels.

Until next time,

- Crystal Secret