Jun
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2012
Expect the first chapter of that new story sooner than.....expected · 1:07am Jun 6th, 2012
Ok, so I actually managed to screw up my foot. Don't ask me how, I stepped up one rung on a ladder, my foot made a very loud pop, and it hurts like a motherfucker. My parents say if it's not doing any better by tomorrow afternoon we're going to a doctor. Until then, I'm staying home from school, so I'll have ample time to work on that new story. I'll probably have chapter one finished and published for your scrutiny by sometime tomorrow
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down spite down kay sorry that happened one second I have to curl up in a dark corner trying to stay sane I wont say why unless asked but ill read
157631 umm...?
157640 trust me if you dont have siblings or dont have freinds that are close enough to be siblings the reason of my rapidly decreasing insanity wouldn't make sense so dont worry it just slows it down slightly when I mentione it or anything like that
157648 no, I know about the having close friends part. Have one friend who is like a sister to me. We're dating now, so.....yeah, but I know what you mean about siblings, my brother drives me crazy sometimes. And he doesn't even live in the same house as me
157678 you would mourn him though if he died correct? what would you do if it was your fault he was dead? WHat if you had no freinds and all your family members were dad because of you and the few freinds you had that was my dream it was like a book I saw the thirteen years later scene shift and I was seeing the memeries of my family of my freinds where my sister died we all make jokes about it yell at our siblings but one does does not really understand at all until you've had a dream like that even then you barely understand I am thirteen and that was the dream I had I could not awake until the dream was over I caused the fire that killed my sister and freinds in that dream then I saw the memory of me killing the rest of my family through a third person veiw as if it was not me but at the same time it was it was after a suicide attempt I had put a hjole in my side but I just wouldn't die it wasn't something anyone should go living on with the guilt of knowing that it was all your I woke up not fearful of the dream itself but of the emotions that came with it I thought I knew how much hate inside me there was that was als all the hate I had in me all revealed in a dream it made me sick knowing that I am made of pure hate if I was turned into a creature revealing all my emotions I would look tormented and evil I am thirteen I shouldn't have to fell this but I do thank you for listening.
157725.........dude
. I can't even imagine having that run through my head. I don't even know how you stay sane. But think about it this way: Things change. You're only 13, and you have no guarantee that that will ever happen. In fact, I know something like that would never happen. And you're welcome
What the hell's up with unicolt?
157744 you dont understand when theyre that realistic they do happen every time it has happened repeatedly thats why I am in fear my dreams arent that realistic and i dont think im very sane i am but falling from insanity i have seen what will happen when i fall into the realm of madness i will hate all living like within my dream
157866oh you know killing my sanity with dreams and no im not going to a councelor
157875 It's fine if that's what you want. I don't think anyone needs to go to a councilor for any reason. Some just have more vivid dreams or ideas than others and are immediately outcast. That's not how life works though. The ability to think, and express yourself in any form is a humane right and should be exercised with gusto.
158268 wait are youdead or alive sorry its just that repeatedly people fake their death so I become sad then agngry sorry if you are I just need to know if I'm actually talking to eshmasesh or the brother how did you respond to me without logging in sorry not respond post comment
158830 Sorry about that. My brother thought it would be funny to hack my account and tell everyone that I had died in a car accident. The idiot forgot to tell everyone that it was all a joke for April Fool's the next day.
158944 thank you that kind of stuff annoys me even more so when you have dream where a you try to kill yourself repeatedly and you accidentally kill all your freinds and family that is not what I should see in my sleep its just wrong hmmm this whole blog has to do with danablers new story coming out soon yet all the comments have to do with me and my nightmare I blame insanity and the fact that it makes me say insane things tlike that and it makes me feel better to say my nightmare hmm I typed this quickly
158953>>158944 jesus christ, Unicolt, you're 13, eshmasesh, you can't be very far off that. you guys are too young for this, go play with some Nerf guns or something
159404 Yeah, I'm 14, but I'm too manly for Nerf guns! Time to be manly and play COD >_> lol
159576 dude, i'm 18 and i play with nerf guns. even my girlfriend does, but really cause i gave her some. but she'll still join me in many a war, if i hadn't dislocated the joint between the 4th metatarsal and proximal phalange in my foot recently. and, i don't want to go off on a rant about games, first cause you're a kid and i know you won't listen, and second cause i'm a gamer too, though i don't play COD or any war games. point being, go outside and play,have fun like i did when i was your age, dammit!
159880 Everything I said was complete sarcasm, Nerf guns rock!
160017 well, ya know, you never can tell over text
so what's your favorite nerf gun?
161104 de automatic chain gun!
No aim require
162521 Ah yes, the Vulcan EBF 25. It's a decent gun, you can make longer belts for it by patching them together. I'm partial to the Stampede ECS 18 myself, it's a full auto clip system gun. Mine is heavily modded, plus a 40-dart drum mag XD. And for non-electrics, I'm more in the direction of a modded Recon or Longshot. For the Longshot, best range and accuracy is achieved if you take off the barrel extension on the end, remove the bipod legs, and remove the air restrictor. Also, the spring from a Stampede is heavier than that of the Longshot but also fits in it. Mind you, this is only working with stock parts. Orange Mod Works (www.orangemodworks.com) sells polycarbonate and aluminum upgrade kits, plus heavier springs (6+ Kg!).
159404 nerf really nerf got banned for my shooting everything and my siblins throwing the guns at me
170993 yeah, I'm 18 and play with Nerf guns, so what?
171020 umm i think thats fine its paint vall with less pain
171960 true enough
173178 I said vall hmm damn I've been gone too long and now I questions my bronyness