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deli73


forgetting to exist since 2013. they/them.

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  • 55 weeks
    Does anyone still read these?

    ....So apparently it's been 7 years. We have no memory of this place, but whoever lived here before sure talked a lot, huh?

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  • 428 weeks
    Return of the Sandwich

    Welp, I kinda disappeared for a year, didn't I?

    A... a lot has happened in that time. I've left the odd comment or two but mostly I've been silent here, and honestly that's simply because I haven't had the motivation to write. But um, I think that's changing! So... yay!

    I'll be on more now, I think :rainbowlaugh:

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  • 463 weeks
    Looking for Proofreaders and Coverart

    Progress is going well on the new fic! I already have one proofreader but a couple others might be helpful. Also, I need some good cover art for it, something that has Gilda, Lightning Dust, and Trixie in the same picture. Might have to commission something, but if anyone finds something that might work, let me know!

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  • 466 weeks
    Something About Ponies, Griffons and Possibly Beer

    Writing a fanfic, and dammit I'm gonna finish it this time.

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  • 486 weeks
    Happy [Late] New Year! (I love you all)

    Well, looks like it's 2015 now! Hope you're all doing well! I've been doing pretty good, I think, all things considered. Sure, there are mice in my garage, and I haven't been as productive as I would have liked, but those are both problems that can be fixed.

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May
29th
2014

Spontaneous Depression · 4:32pm May 29th, 2014

Less than an hour ago... I saw... something.
I stood there lightheaded for upwards of three minutes, then stumbled to my next class.

Everything feels numb now.
Like nothing matters.
Why did this have to happen to me?

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Comments ( 3 )

I... don't really know what I can say. Whatever you saw, if it's caused you to feel this way, I can't imagine it was a good thing. But trust me, if your depressions was caused by something and you know what it was, chances are, it will pass. If you want to talk about it, let me know, but I don't want you to if you're not comfortable with.

2156192 Well, there's this girl I kind of had a crush on. We've been friends for a while, and I feel like she was sort of leading me on, but I recently found out she already was dating someone else. Honestly I saw many obvious hints, but I kind of denied them. And for some reason I was the only one who didn't know about it.
I'm feeling a little better than I was earlier, but I'm still a bit depressed.
Thanks for caring. It really means a lot to me that you'd take the time to say that.

It's okay, I know how you feel, or rather, don't feel. I've been numb for a while as well. ^-^ However, the numbness is actually quite nice when you come to terms with it. Rather than everything hurting, nothing does. :pinkiesad2: You'll feel better, I promise.

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