GREAT NEWS! and kinda bad news. · 10:53pm May 4th, 2014
Right, so i'm gonna start off with the great news, for the past day or so, I have been on a life high, I have never been so happy in my entire life, things just seem to be going my way at the moment, and it feels so wonderful, so I would like to thank every one (2 or 3 people in particular) for being there for me, I appreciate it, and look where you have got me
Now, the bad news, well I say bad news, its more, incontinent and a bit worrying, I went to the doctors the other day because I had some concerns, unfortunately my concerns were in confirmed after a few tests, it turns put that I have excessive levels of anxiety, to the point where I have started to develop something called agoraphobia, for those of you who don't know what that is it can be two things:
1: it can mean you have a fear of the outside world.
2: or it can mean that you have a fear of crowds and not knowing where the exits are in a place.
I have started to develop the 2nd one, not to major levels but yeah, it is sucky, but I'll soldier though, after all, i'm English, its what we do best
And it also turns out that I have OCD but I all ready knew that
But any way, for me the positives out weigh the negatives
Well since the good outweighs the bad. BROHOOF!!!!
WOOO!!!
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2077496 very formal, good show sir!
2077513 yeah, the other day i was on a crowded train, and stuff started to happen, hear rest increase, sweaty hands, faster breathing, very, extremely sucky
2077530 Damn...
2077534 damn indeed!
2077548 I hope it gets better man...
2077557 So do i
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Sweaty hands? Ah, a fellow sufferer of hyperhidrosis. Sorry bro.
Though mine isn't always caused by anxiety but anxiety can indeed initiate or worsen it. Physiological and not quite as much psychological for me. I'm actually fairly good at dealing with people IRL.
And that positives always will, i'm glad to hear your handling it alright. if you ever want to talk i'm always open
2078034 yeah it sucks, i only get it in situations like that but it still sucks!
2078203 thanks man