Apr
28th
2014
So I've fallen off the wagon again... ._. · 6:55pm Apr 28th, 2014
Over a year has passed since I gave up my addiction. I did it for myself, because I realised what I had become. And now I've been drawn back to the life I turned my back on. I'm scared. Part of me wants to get out while I still can, but another part of me feels right at home by feeding my addiction. I can feel urges that have gone unrequited for months being fulfilled. Maybe I need help, but in some strange, warped, demonic way, I don't know if I want any help. Maybe this is who I am. Or maybe I'm making excuses. I just don't know anymore. But I can feel it pulsing through my veins, my mind going into overdrive as I obsess over it all over again.
*sigh*
I've started playing Tekken again. May Luna have mercy on my soul... 
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Ficta_Scriptor · 363 views
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lol, I've seen you playing that on PSN whenever I am on the PS4. I thought about putting in my copy and whopping on you for a little bit. But then I remembered that I suuuuuuck at Tekken Tag, lol. Might still do it though.
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Don't bother. I just deleted the game about an hour ago. I made a promise to myself that I'd only start playing it again if I could control my addiction. That is, I didn't want to end up playing for hours on end or raging. I failed, so I'm giving up again.
*sigh* I wish I'd never gone back to it. What a fucking waste of time.
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Ah, well, here's hoping you find something that isn't a waste of time. Should hit me up on PSN, we can run around in Warfrmae for a little bit, it's free, and not the most thought intensive game ever. See enemy, shoot with gun, or stab with sword, repeat until level is finished, lol. Hit me up.